My Life [R]

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by BadbKalilla

by BadbKalilla

Doja Cat - Like That (Lyrics) Ft. Gucci Mane

(Channel: SyrebralVibes)

"Tha-tha-tha-tha-tha-that's my sh*t, that's my wave. Do it like that and I'll repay it"

Hello everyone. Yes, I am alive thank you for asking. Wow, that sounds self-centered. Oh well, the key to writing a rant is to never hit the backspace button except for spelling/grammar errors. Anyways it's been a while since I've written anything. In this book of randoms or Harmony. Dude, I just forgot everything I was gonna talk about. Wait no I just remembered. Has anyone else ever done that? But anyways what I wanted to talk about was while I was writing chapter 5 (yes I am writing) is, to all my writers out there: do you ever just get that feeling where you're just like, When I'm older this story is going to sound so bad to me, I'll be ashamed I even wrote it.

Because I just got that feeling.

Woah, I had two YouTube tabs open at the same time and I thought one was playing, but it was the other one, so I paused it so I could get up and do something. Then the other one started playing and I was so confused but then I understood that the original music was coming from the second tab, not the first one.

But uhm, guys, I have a short storytime.

So, I essentially have two friend groups. Group #1 and Group #2. Group #1 is like my ride or die squad. Group #2 is what I guess you could consider a "bad influence" (air quotes all around). Anyways since I just had a big move, I'm taking a long break from crushes and just focusing on being able to hold a conversation with the male population. But no, someone just had to put the idea in my head that someone had a crush on me. Disclaimer, this has never happened to me. NO ONE has EVER had a crush on me before. Not that I know of anyway. Of course, when she, we'll call her Lily, told me this, I was like 'who is it? WHO IS IT!!!'

I know who it is.

I'm not as stupid as people think I am. Surprising right? I know. Plus this dude, who we'll call Apple for future reference, is making it obvious as the daylight. If we have the same class, he'll just magically pop up on my side of the room because his 'friend is there'. You have nobody fooled sir. Also, the staring is real. That's all I'm telling you about that.

Another example is, one morning, they were letting the kids inside the building and I was just walking up the stairs talking to a few members of both groups 1 and 2. Apple was behind me. Lily took my water bottle out of the side of my backpack and decided to kidnap it until after 1st period. Then, Apple decided to take my hat out of the other side of my backpack and hold it up to where I couldn't reach it. I'm 5'1 and a half, and he's like, I think 5'10? That wasn't a fair fight. After I got my hat back, I was like, 'oh showbiz(that's my s word replacement), this is something a person who liked me would do.'

Problem is, A: I don't exactly like him back. I just want to be friends. And, B: He's in a rocky relationship that's on the edge of breaking up. I'm also friends with his girlfriend.

So, either way, I'm screwed.

I know I shouldn't be posting this at 5 almost 6 AM, but, that's my spill. My computer is about to die so I'll talk to you guys when the next chapter of Harmony is up. It should be relatively soon. Don't hold your breath, people. I'm not exactly good at this updating on time thing.

Bye, loves.