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Ashton's POV
How am I going to explain this to my mom?
"I was walking home, when someone uh" I broke down in sobs.
My ass hurts too.
"What happened?" she said hugging me.
"He fucking raped me!" I said standing up.
"What?" she said crying.
"Yeah, that happened" I said looking down in shame.
Mamma Irwin's POV0_0
I've kept a secret from Ash his whole life. The secret that made me wish I was homophobic, so that Ashton wouldn't turn gay. It's why his dad hates him. It's the worst secret a mother could keep from her son. How can I explain this? He will hate me.
I love him so much, I really do. I except him, I'm his mother, and I have to wether I want to it not.
Just, I will never forgive myself from hiding this from him.
"Ashton?" I said wiping my eyes.
"Yeah?" he cried.
"You were born differently. You have a uterus so you have eggs. Just like a woman, it sounds stupid to ask. But did he maybe use a condom" I said seriously.
"What the fuck. I have eggs! Why didn't you tell me?" he cried.
"I'm sorry" I cried also.
"No. He didn't" he mumbled.
Ashton's POV
What is she talking about, I could become pregnant?
I walked out of the room and I ran down the street. Ignoring the awful pain in my ass. Well, I kinda limped.
I made it to my house.
I went up the ladder and went in the drawer. I never wanted to pull this out. But I have to, I ant live like this, what if I am... You pregnant. I jut can't live like that.
Luke's POV
I convinced my parents to let me stay home, so I took a walk.
I walked past Ashton's house and saw his light on.
I was confused because he said a lived at a hotel.
I walked in the back and saw him. He was pulling out a rope. He hung it on his balcony.
It clicked in my head.
I ran to the front door quietly opening it and saw his dad past out on the couch.
I ran upstairs and ran into Ashton's room.
"Stop love! Don't do it" I said. He was crying and getting ready to tie it on his neck.
"I have to. I can't live like this" he said crying.
"Love! No, you can i'll help you. I love you" I said going over to him an picking him up.
I kissed him softly and put him down.
He winced.
"What happened" I asked.
"I can't tell you" he said crying.
He went down the ladder with me following.
"Yeah you can, I won't get mad or anything, you can tell me anything" I said walking back to my house with him.
"Are you sure" he said looking at me.
"I promise" I said smiling.
He sighed and and looked at the floor.
"I got raped. In an alley, a man ran up to me. My ass is on fire. And my mom told me that I was born differently, that its possible I'm pregnant" he cried.
My heart broke in a million pieces, someone touch my love like that.
Why?
I started crying and I hugged him.
"I will never hurt you like that" I mumbled in his ear.
He nodded.
"What if... You know I'm pregnant" he said wiping his eyes.
"I will love you, and the baby" I said smiling.
He kissed me and we walked off to my house.
What will happen, how is it possible?
