I cut
The blood flows
I pray I die
but never do
cutting
It's hard to stop
but not impossible
I've stopped
but....
It's so hard
My family doesn't help
I do everything wrong
to them
They don't want me
my friends.......
I NEED them
they make me happy
laugh
they heal me
my boys
i love them
i feel sometimes as if
I died they wouldn't care
but deep down inside I know they would cry
Niall
would tell me to stop
so i have
sometimes I feel as if
cutting is the only way out
but it isn't
it doesn't help my
pain
it makes it worse
loving
now that heals
so i'll love
my friends
crushes
boys
and live
for them
i won't cut
i'll stop
I promise
SAVVY