Y/n pov.
7:00
I woke up by my alarm sound, And I realized.
Ugh its monday. I hate monday. Because its start of the week.
anyway I have to dress up now. So I cleaned myself and wear our schools uniform.What a fresh air..
I walk to school. I don't have parents they divorced because of me. Saying I was the mistake and blah blah blah. So anyway I arrived at school. Getting ready for my first class.You know what. I really really hate school. Maybe you think because its really boring and lot and lots of exams. But nope, I actually like school. I am like king of the exams. My friend and teachers call that because I score best score at the school. And I have my friends Jinyoung and Jungkook.
Now you will think why I hate school. Its because this particular person.Who is my classroom teacher.
The one and only.......Shin RyuJin...
She is like 7 years older then me. Everyone says she is beautiful and charming and nice and yeah etc..
Well I admit she is beautiful and nice.."PARK Y/N."
"PARK Y/N!!!!"
Ryujin called me.
"PARK Y/N, stop daydreaming. What are you dreaming anyway, your girlfriend. Well you won't have any girlfriend."
Classmate friends all laugh at me.
That was a little harsh.... why do I have to be with this teacher..
Its like torture to me. I always being tortured. Since 1 and half years ago.
How?~~Flashback~~
I arrived at school right on time. Phew that was close. But then "Park y/n!!" said ryujin. "You are late." Huh? I'm late ? I looked around the classroom and everyone was sitting. I didn't get any infos.
"I didn't recieve any infos miss."
"Because I send the infos to everyone except you."
"You will have a detention for that."
Ugh, another detention yeah like everyday.
"Ok miss." I said depressed.~~Flashback ends~~
After school.
Today, I got detention for daydreaming. my friend Jinyoung came. "Bro another detention?" I nodded. "I am sorry to hear that.. I wish you luck." And He ran to his home.
I went to my classroom.
Ryujin was waiting.
"Well well , another detention."
"Again, 40 pages of homework and 30 worksheets."
This work is little bit tired. But it was not that hard.
"If you got detention tomorrow, I will call your parents." She smirked.She knew I don't have parents and she make fun of that to me. That was my biggest reason to hate Ryujin.
After boring detention with her. I went to my home, get to my room to finish my homework..
BUT it wasn't easy!!!!"Y/NN, eat dinner." My sister chaeyoung called me.
"Sorry, but I will skip."
My sister knew my problem. She is my sister, but she is like 2nd mom to me she confort me if Im depressed.
I love my sister very much. I am lucky to have a sister like her.I finally finish my homework at 2am.
'Sigh' always sleeping at like 1~2am.
Anyway lets sleep.
I don't want to late school..~~ The next day~~
Ryujin's pov
I was finished my work and went to classroom.
And I saw my precious Y/n. Isn't he so cute? He is charming, always score good grades and handsome.
Actually I like him, no I love him. I loved him since 1 years ago. If Y/n is sick, I am felt depressed all day. Even students asked me whats wrong. I always say " I have lots of work to do."You will wonder why I give much homework and says hurtful words.
Thats because.........I was an orpan. I'd never felt love my entire life. So I don't know how to express it. Well I tried everything to get attention from Y/n, but he only give attention at his homework or his friends... thats why I give much homework and saying hurtful words.
Oh Its 9:00 lets get this class start.
Y/Ns pov
I got embaressed today again.
That Ryujin, I really really hate her. I want to end this thing and thats
Suicide myself. Yea what is the meaning of living this depressing life.
I am gonna suicide tomorrow moring at school rooftop. At.. 6:00 will be nice.After school, I walked to my house.
I studied LAST 40 pages of homework.
And I grabed a piece of paper.
And I wrote it.Dear, my sister chaeyoung..
I am sorry that I have to leave this world first.... you were my best and lovely sister and my awesome friend too. I want to live longer but my life doesn't want me to live. Maybe I was the mistake like my mom and dad said to me when I was a lot younger. So live a best life and live the life fullest. My dear sister. After you read I will be see you at the heaven...
Bye, stay healthy stay strong.Your dear little brother Y/n.
My eyes were now blurry. My tears left my eyes one by one. Tear fell to the letter... I wiped my eyes and eat dinner with chaeyoung and fell asleep.
~~The next morning~~
Y/n's pov
Now I am at the school rooftop. Standing the edge of the roof. So this is the end..... bye world, bye chae , bye jinyoung and jungkook.
AndBye Ryujin.
Tears fell once again. I was now about to suicide when someone backhugged me????!!!!
"I am sorry, plz don't die I beg you."
I turned around.
"Ryujin ????!!!"To be continued....
(A/n sorry for the late update...
I will try my best to update quickly and oh yeah part 2 will come out.
So stay tuned. Don't afraid to comment. Author out.)
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