What am I Really?

~Chapter 1: Mana~

A/N: another authors note. Just saying my writing style is strange so deal with it. (Derp) anyways on with it!

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ALLEN'S P.O.V.

'Mana' I thought to myself
'Mana... It's all your fault. You brought on this tragedy. You killed her. You are the reason she died. The reason Nea is so sad. Why? Were you tricked? Or did you do it willingly? ANSWER ME!' My thoughts scream at me as I stare at the Earl blankly.

"Now do you remember Nea? The pain your brother brought upon the Noah Clan!?" I didn't respond. "ANSWER ME NEA!! ANSWER MEEEE!" The earl screamed. It felt like my head was going to split open, my left arm hurting worse and worse every passing second. Like it was burning me, trying to get away. Blood, blurred my vision as crosses slowly appeared on my forehead. My skin darkening to a dark gray. The pain wouldn't go away.

My eyes were unfocused as I looked forward at nothing in particular. If someone passed me at the moment they may think I was dead, and truthfully, part of me was. Almost like a part of me was disappearing. Forever.

"ALLEN!" I heard my name being screamed. I slowly turned my soulless eyes to look the direction it was coming from. And I realized I felt no electric shock, nothing at all. And before my eyes even focused I knew it was a friend ,I knew It was the one person I knew I could trust ,"Johnny" I said. My voice barely audible. But, when he saw my face, a look of horror and sorrow engulfed his own. I saw my snow white hair as it was died crimson by my own blood.

I knew what he saw. He didn't see me, Allen Walker. He saw a monster, a Noah, he saw the 14th. He stared at me as his brain registered what he was seeing. He slowly fell to his knees and stared at me. I wanted to reach out to him, to tell him I'm still the same old Allen. But I'm not. I never had the 14th's memories. No. I, Allen Walker, am the 14th Noah.

There are no memories planted inside me. They are my own. As this was slowly being prossesed my eyes wandered upwards, I saw a glint of light as Someone shouted "1st illusion: Hell's Insects". It sounded as if I was outside a tunnel and someone was trying to talk to me from the otherside. The persons voice echoed inside my head. A man with a katana that he favored to call 'Mugen' landed beside me.

"Are you okay Baka Moyashi?" The samurai asked without looking at me. The Earls already jaw breaking smile grew as he looked at him. "Kanda" I muttered, barely holding on to consciousness.

"Yuu Kanda" the Earl snickered "how impolite of you to interrupt"

"Shut up Earl." He responded

"Hmm... I better leave." He said turning around. "Oh, by the way. we will meet again before this war comes to an end" with that, he smiled and walked away. Disappearing into thin air.

Kanda glanced down at my blank expression as he jumped away readying Mugen. Johnny, who had gotten over the shock was now hiding behind Kanda. I slowly stood up, the pain slowly disappearing. 'What am I?' I thought.
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LENALEE'S P.O.V.

I was running through the streets of the town with my dark boots activated where some finders and exorsists claimed to have seen Kanda. I was cradling a disintegrated timcanpy in my arms. I passed by an alley, and when I did I stopped almost immediately. There in front of me was Allen, Kanda was a few meters away pointing Mugen at him.

My vision blurred as tears streamed down my cheeks. "Allen" I mumbled. He turned his head towards me, and I couldn't help but stare in shock.

His skin was dark gray. And black pentacles lined his forehead. His once white hair was now dyed crimson from blood. But he still gave me a reassuring smile and I knew. It was Allen.not the 14th, but Allen Walker.
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A/N: Do you hate me yet? I AM SO SORRRRRY! My computer was having issues and I had the whole thing saved there... And I was lazy so I didn't retype it. I AM A FAILURE!and It isn't that long. I'll try to make the chapters longer after this I promise.