Secure The Bag

Proceed With Caution

Alexis

These past few weeks I've learned a lot about Fate I found myself wanting more and more of Fates presence conversation just anything about him was like a drug. Fate told me who he was and who people may view him as but the crazy part is it didn't bother me, it wasn't my place to judge he was there for me with all my shit with Khalil so who am I to tell him to not be him. My phone buzzed and I got excited it was just my provider telling me my phone bill was due the next day. I texted Khalil to make sure he was still going to send the money to pay for my bill

Me : Are you paying my bill tomorrow

I waited hours no response so I sent another text

Me: it's fine I'll just ask some one else

I guess that text must of blew his mind cuz the one I read the next morning blew mines. I've finally had enough of Khalil today when I went in to work I wasn't me and it sure did show. I had on sweats no makeup hair tied up and spoke to no one not even Fate. He sent me a text making sure I was okay I let him know that I was fine just processing this Khalil mess. As time went on Fate started asking me to come and see him on several occasions I said yes but never showed up and I guess he gave up because I stopped hearing from him at that point. I had switched my schedule around which meant no more lunches with Fate, Sooner or later I started dating I met this guy named Travis and he was nice or so I thought. At 27 Travis had a 4 year old son and a horrible control problem. Eventually that relationship fizzled out and I ending up going back home. I missed Fate and I missed him bad but I knew if I wanted him I had to except his lifestyle, I had to be apart of it so I took a few days to think about it then I decided I was ready. I was ready to be his down bitch. Fourth of July Is a day I'll never forget because that was the day I made the move. I sent Fate my location that night knowing what it may lead to but the consequences was non existent to the pleasure I was hoping to feel, I crashed for Fate head first no warning no signs and definitely NO RED FLAGS but everything that glitters isn't gold and if I knew my life would have came to this I would have ignored all the harmless flirting because nothing is as harmless as it may seem.