The Way We Once Were (Eremika Modern AU)

Chapter 4

Mikasa's POV:
I wake up next to Mike the unease feeling of him next to me is still there I still hadn't find it in me to forgive him fully but maybe if I act like nothing happened this feeling would go away.

I haven't slept really well so I decided to leave the bed but as I was about to Mike grabbed my hand which made a shiver go down my spine

"Good morning love"
"M..morning" I smiled weakly my heart was beating so fast, calm down Mikasa you need to relax
"Mikasa do you mind making me breakfast in bed I have been having really tiring days at work lately I need you to spoil me"
"Mm ok" he let go of me I went to make him whatever he wanted and brought it back to him

"Thank you Mikasa I love you" I smiled to him and started eating breakfast we ate in silence for few minutes
"Why didn't you say it back?" Mike said in an angry low tone I couldn't hear what he said
"Excuse me" he then hit the small table with a fist
"Why didn't you say I love you back?" He raised his voice
"I..I.." I backed up a little my heart was about to leave my body my hand felt cold and started to shake
"You still haven't forgave me yet right"  he was still shouting I swear all the neighbors must have heard him, my heart was still beating so fast it got harder to breath now I was scared, scared to answer and scared that he might hit me again
"Damnit Mikasa what the hell should I do so you could forgive me?" He then threw the table away all the food was on the floor now he got up and went downstairs then the door slammed shut

I started counting to ten so I could control my breath I can't have a panic attack now I don't have my meds with me, after few minutes I was calm  I cleaned the sheets and the floor I changed my clothes I decided to go to the studio spend the day there, before that I decided to go to a pharmacy to get my panic attack meds

I reached the studio, I decided to lock myself away from the world put on my earbuds a started drawing to clear my head, studying art made me love it even more so when I don't have an assignment I would always draw to clear my head and put all my thoughts and my worries into a painting.

I was almost done this one turned a bit darker than I would usually do but at least I kind of cleared my head, I put on the finishing touches then I hanged it to dry right then my phone started ringing it was Armin

"Hello Mikasa are you free right now?"
"Hi yeah I am at the studio is everything alright?"
"She's in the studio" I could hear him say that on the other side
"Mikasa can you come to Eren's we're in his car"
"Ok I'll be there in five"

When the three of us decided to move out we took houses in the same block so it would be easier to be together plus the prices were so good we just couldn't let it pass.

It took me few minutes to get to them I got in the backseat
"Hey guys what's up?"
"Hey Mika"
"Sorry to call you in a rush like that but I wanted to ask you guys for something so I thought we could discuss it on lunch together" Armin said with the sweetest smile Eren drove off

We arrived to our usual meet up place ordered food then Armin started to talk
"So guys I need a huge favor from you"
"Sure Armin anything you want"
"I need you two to help me with my proposal to Annie I'll propose to her the day after tomorrow so I need you to set up stuff for me"
"Mika I still can't believe that our boy Armin will get married I feel like a proud father" Armin's cheeks turned bright pink
"Me and Eren will be so glad to help you with anything Armin" I held his hand and smiled, Armin then proceeded to tell us what he has in his mind and what me and Eren should do and when he had it all planned and it was so beautiful

Our food came I started digging into my plate I was so hungry we had casual conversations and shared few laugh talked about school work etc then my phone beeped it was a text from Mike