ANAGAPESIS

HIM

I usually got no care to the girls who's paying us attention. They dont have any significance in my life. Everyday, my locker back in highschool and even at the university is always full of stuffs i did not asked for from people i dont even know the existence. Sawang sawa nakong mag-alis ng laman ng locker ko. My friends and I would always complain how messy our lockers were. Sobrang iritado na kami sa ganoong routine ever since we were highschool.

But there's this girl back in highschool... She was always there at the same spot, minding her own business, while every girl in her age were screaming like a lunatic everytime they sees us she was just there, eating alone and not having a care in everyone except her lunchbox.

I noticed her at her spot every afternoon. I noticed how her face lits up everytime she opened her lunchbox, and i couldnt even describe my jealousy over a fucking lunchbox. How could i be jealous over a non living thing?? I couldn't understand myself that time but i know for sure that i wanted to be that lunchbox. Fuck, im crazy! I wanted to be a lunchbox just so i could have her attention.

Days passed by and my desperation to get her attention became worst. Gustong gusto ko siyang lapitan, kausapin, o kahit ipaalam lang sakaniya na nag eexist ako sa parehong mundo na kinakatayuan niya. So one day, i decided to do something about it.

I... decided to just fuck confusion, fuck my thoughts, fuck whatever the consequences and just eat lunch with her.