Our Kitty (BTSxReader Smut)

3. Confessing

A month later~

Y/n pov

Its been a long month and I am still lying about my depression. I am tired of lying to them. They deserve to know the truth. They care about me and helped me so much.

I was in my room just thinking about how I should tell them, should I do it all at once or all together? Well Namjoon was the first one I met and feel most comfortable around so probably him.

It was late, it was 10:30pm  and I was bored and restless and all of the boys were asleep, well that I think. So I went outside to the garden, it is so beautiful.

The Garden

I was walking down and saw Namjoon sitting by an open fireplace, warming up.

The fireplace

He saw me and smiled. He pat the spot next to him and I slowly walked over and sat next to him.

"Couldn't sleep?" He asked me. I shook my head.
"Looks like we're both on the same page huh?" He asked and I nodded. Then it was dead silent.

"Y/n, I have been noticing that you seem a bit off for a while now. How come you aren't telling us?" He asked me concerned. He reached out to touch me but I flinched and whimpered a bit. His eyes widened.

"I'm sorry Namjoon. I'm just not used to being touched after so much abuse. And I'm so sorry for not telling you. I promise you that I was planning to tell you first because I'm most comfortable around you. I seemed depressed and all because I am receiving trauma and anxiety problems after all the abuse for the past 3 years. And I have ADHD, anxiety and depression disorders. So you'll have to be patient with me. I'm sorry, if its too much for you and the boys to look after me, if you guys don't like me around or if I'm in your way then feel free to send me out." I frowned, my ears drooped down.

"Hey hey hey, we don't ever think of you that way. You are not in our way, you aren't too much and you aren't annoying. We love you around so much, you brang so much fun and happiness to us. And I'm sorry to hear about your problems. Me and the boys are always here to support you." He smiled and I was really touched.

"But there is something you should know... Me and the boys all love you. More as a friend." He said. I was shocked because I love them all too more as a friend.

"I love you all too very much and I will be your and the boys girlfriend. I am more than happy to." I smiled and he smiled back, showing his cute dimples.

"You are the most beautiful girl we have ever seen, even for a vampire who is part cat." He said and I giggled.
I leaned closer and he did too, now we were only inches apart. He closed the gap and kissed me gently and softly and I kissed back. After a few minutes we pulled away for air.

"Oh I just remembered! Me and the boys agreed on getting you a special gift." He said pulling out a small box. I took it and opened it. It revealed a collar.

You also got it in black.

I smiled in excitement and he put it on me. I turned to face him and he smiled.

"You're only our kitty. Only ours. Okay?" He said in a serious tone. And I nodded.

"Good kitten." He murmured and kissed me passionately. I kissed back.
"But don't treat me like a 100% pet. I don't mind the collars and the attention but not stuff like the other pet stuff. I don't want to feel like a full on pet." I said as we pulled away. He nodded.
We went inside and went to go back to bed.

"Do you want me to tell them baby, or do you?" He asked.
"I'll do it." I said and he nodded. Before I could go upstairs to bed, Namjoon grabbed my wrist.

"Sleep with me kitten. So that you can sleep." He said, as he kissed my forehead. I nodded and followed him to his room, holding his hand. Then we reached his room.

Namjoon's bedroom

I got changed and joined him in his bed, he opened his arms for me to crawl in and I slowly crawled into them. Once I was in his arms, he gently pulled me closer, since I am still very sensitive around them.
I slowly wrapped my arms around him and buried my face into his chest.

"Goodnight kitty." He whispered kissing my forehead.
"Goodnight oppa." I whispered and we fell asleep.

To be continued....