Our Kitty (BTSxReader Smut)

5. Running away

Y/n pov

I woke up in the middle of the night feeling tired and depressed, my period is now gone and I am better. I quickly got up and took a quick hot shower. I turned on the hot water and let it warm my skin. After my shower I quickly got dressed before the boys spot me.

Outfit

I packed a bag of my clothes and wrote a note for the boys.

'To my dearest Namjoon. You may be wondering why I am writing this to you, well the truth is that... I'm leaving and never coming back. Being part of your group was a dream of mine, and I am very grateful for meeting you and the boys. But... Its just not my place, I don't deserve to be your new member, I don't deserve to live with you boys. I can see that you and the boys  are trying to help me which I find very sweet, but I just can't do this. A useless, ugly experiment beast monster like me doesn't belong with you guys, I don't deserve to be loved. Find another girl who is more beautiful and who does belong with you boys. Move on and love another hot girl.
I got a ticket for a flight to LA, where I used to live, and hopefully to find my old group there.
I'm truly sorry, I love you but this just can't work Namjoon, my relationships with you and the boys just don't work and mix.

Live well, live happily.
Love y/n... Your kitty.

I folded the letter and tiptoed to Namjoon's room and placed it on his bedside table. I took one last look at him and tears formed in my eyes. 'I'm so sorry Namjoon.' I thought to myself and left.
I grabbed my bag and left the house.

At the airport.

I gave the flight attendants my ticket and got to my seat. Its now 5:45am and should be back in LA at 8am. I plugged in my headphones and fell asleep during the flight.

Namjoon pov

I tossed and turned, trying to fall asleep, but I keep worrying about y/n. 'She is fine. I can check on her in the morning.' I thought to myself and fell back asleep.

The next morning.

I woke up and found all the boys eating breakfast, but I don't see y/n there. I went to check the bathrooms, not there. Then I checked her bedroom, not there. I started panicking. I rushed downstairs and the boys looked at me worried.

"Have you guys seen y/n? She's not in the bathrooms or her bedroom." I said and they all shook their head.
"Maybe she's in the garden?" Jin said. I ran outside to the garden, looking for y/n.
"Y/n! Where are ya?!" I yelled. No reply.
"Y/n!!!" I yelled again. No reply.
I ran back inside and upstairs to my room. I saw a letter on my bedside table and read it. Tears formed in my eyes as I read the letter. After I read the letter, I got dressed as fast as I could and booked a ticket to LA. I packed a bag with some clothes and some stuff and rushed downstairs.

"Boys. I gotta go for a few days to LA. Y/n ran away back to her original home and I gotta get her back. She left this letter." I said giving the boys the letter. I said goodbye and went to leave but someone tugged at my jumper. I turned and saw Jimin frowning.

"Please be safe hyung. Please bring y/n home. She is better and safe with us. This is her real home." Jimin frowned. I can feel his pain. I hugged him and he hugged back.

"I'll be safe. I'll ring you guys once I land in LA. I'll get y/n and bring her home." I said. Then I left.

At the airport.

I handed in my ticket and my flight was in 10 minutes. I got onto the plane and plugged my headphones in.
'Please kitten. Please be okay. We want you back home. I want you home.' I thought to myself and fell asleep.

Y/n pov

I woke up and I was finally in LA. Its only 5:45am so I got off the plane and had breakfast from one of the cafes in the airport. I called for a taxi and took me to an apartment.

At the apartment

I thanked the taxi driver and went inside the apartment room I was given.

Living room/ dining

Bedroom

I settled my bag and just chilled for a bit. I checked the sheet of paper with the locations the girls were at. The three girls work as solo artists now ever since the disband. But at three different locations. Hannah is at a studio 20 minutes from me, Jessie is 30 minutes away and Izzy is 45 minutes from me.
I grabbed my keys and went to Hannah first sine she's closer.

20 minutes later

I arrived at Hannah's studio and walked in. I walked down the halls and found Hannah's studio. I walked in and she was typing on a computer. She turned around and saw me. She ran over and hugged me.

30 minutes later.

I explained to her the whole story of how I escaped and met BTS, and that I ran away.

"I'm really sorry y/n but we cannot join as a group again. We all made our own ways and have a new life. So do you, but you let your fear control your life, your dream and let it chase you away. I'm sorry, I really am sweetheart. I hope life works out for you. Its up to you if you want to go back to them, but in my opinion you should. Its a one time opportunity." She said. She was right but I just couldn't no matter how much i'd love to.

Then I drove off to Jessie and Izzy's studios. They also said the same thing. I was devastated that I am now alone. I miss the boys but I just can't go back. I am in my apartment and started cooking dinner. After I ate, it was 9:30pm so I just watched TV. Then there was a knock on my door. Odd, who would be knocking on my door at this hour. I opened the door and that's when I was in shock. But... How?

To be continued....

The next chapter will be continued from this.
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