Our Kitty (BTSxReader Smut)

8. Confessing Painful Truth

Y/n pov

I am hanging out with the boys in the living room because they wanted to talk to me about things they have been finding out.

"Baby. Over the last few days, we have all noticed you being very, skiddish and jumpy. You panic for nothing and jump at the slightest of sounds. What's wrong babe?" Namjoon asked.

"I'm not just going though autophobia and ADHD. I have other mental health problems." I said.

"Like what babygirl? We are so worried about you." Jin said.

" I have Auditory Hallucination disorder (schizophrenia) and  hyperstimulation." I frowned.

"What's hyper stimulation?" Jimin asked.

"Hyperstimulation is when I get startled and scared for no reason, I get jittery, and get very jumpy. I jump and freak out at the smallest  sound like an object dropping, someone sneezing, someone yell or scream or being touched." I said.

"What about Auditory Hallucination?" He added.

"Its when I see or hear things that aren't there. If I hear someone saying something that wasn't said or something I saw that was never there." I said.

"What do you hear and hallucinate? Why do you get hyperstimulation?" Yoongi asked.

I stayed silent for a while.

"Y/n? Its okay. You can tell us." Yoongi said, rubbing my thigh.

"I don't wanna talk about it. I'm fine." I said and walked off to my room.
After a while Namjoon came in.

"Hey kitten. Just wanted to check on you. Why couldn't you tell us?" Namjoon asked me concerned.

"It hurts too much to mention the reason of my problems." I said frowning.
"Its okay baby. I'm here." He said, placing a hand on my shoulder.

"Its because of my father. You may think that since I'm Vampire, my parents are too? But they are actually human, but I came out Vampire because there had to be a new Vampire born with extreme powerful powers." I sighed.

"What's this gotta do with your father?" He asked confused.

"When I grew up as a Vampire, my father was working with the Vampire Hunters. When my parents divorced, he tried taking me away from mum. But all he would do is badly abuse me and use me for tests and money, he doesn't care about me. But I then moved in with my mum. But he tried tracking me down day by day. And I would hear his voices calling to me, I would hallucinate and think he is near me. Sometimes my mum would wake up in the middle of the night, because she heard me screaming "he's coming! He's coming!" During the day I would curl up into a ball, repeating "he's coming. Help me. He's coming. Help me.". I would be restless because he always enters my mind."
I said, tears escaping my eyes. Namjoon hugged me tightly.

"Its okay baby. We're here. As long as you're with us, he won't dare harm you." Namjoon said while hugging me.
And we stayed like that until my crying died down.

In the middle of the night

I'm tossing and turning, struggling to sleep. I am hearing my father's voice again.
"I will find you. I will kill you. I will find you. I will kill you." Those words kept running on play through my head. I opened my eyes and saw a man standing above me, it was my father. My body couldn't move, I was stuck. He gripped my throat and I couldn't breathe.

"I will kill you. I will kill you. I will kill you." He whispered over and over. The only way to move is to scream.

I screamed and I was able to move, my body was free, I can breathe and my father was gone. Namjoon woke up next to me very worried.

"What happened?! Babe what happened?!" He asked worried.

"I saw my father! He was hovering above me and started choking me! I couldn't move, my body was stiff!" I cried in Namjoon's arms.

"Hey hey hey its okay baby. Its your hallucinations doing this to you. Will you feel more better and safe if I hold you baby?" He asked. I nodded. We laid back down and he held me in his arms, protecting me. Then we fell back asleep.

To be continued....

Sorry it was short.