This is a letter that I thought Alec would write to Magnus if he knew that one of them had to die for whatever reason.
Dear Magnus,
I can't believe I'm writing this letter. I can't believe one of us is going to leave forever. I'm trying so hard to make sure it's me because I don't think I would be able to live if you weren't here. This letter is like a goodbye. I love you. I love you so much. Bo one compares to you and all of those fights don't mean a thing to me. That's a lie. They mean everything to me. They were either moments I got to spend with you or heartbreaking moments away from you. I would give so much just for one more fight with you. Knowing that however it ends I don't get to see your face anymore kills me.Please god let it be me that goes. I can't imagine the future without you. The lonely nights where I don't know whether to be angry or sad. Then the day of your funeral would come and I would just be emotionless. No words could describe the pain I was feeling. Then if I managed to get through that, I'd just stay at your house for days on end refusing to leave your bed because it smelt too much like you. I have to go and fight now.
All my love,
Alec x-----------------------------------------------------------
Thx for reading I have another one on the way I just need some inspiration. If you have any ideas then comment or dm me.
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