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letter four.

dear chris,

❝ fourth letter. you probably haven't read the other three letters yet, you're on tour. in ten days you'll be back in korea, but by then i'll have written all the letters. so if you are reading this chan, that means that the other letters are probably sitting right next to you, waiting to be opened and read. this is the fourth letter, correct?

do you know what four represents in chinese numerology? it's ok if you don't, even i don't really understand the concept of it. it's such a simple meaning... but to experience it would be complex. you know, i think about it sometimes. what it would be like to experience it, to finally be overcome by it.

but something's holding me back, holding me back from experiencing the essence of this chinese definition of the number "4". can you guess what it is? i'll give you a hint, it's name starts with "c" and ends with an "n". ❞

- someone you are saving. well, someone who you almost saved.