GONE DAYS | B.C + L.F ✓

letter seven.

dear chan,

❝ do you ever sit in your bed and stare at the ceiling, just thinking? you seem so calm and collected, sometimes you go crazy. you're so human, but then suddenly you're a glass soul. it's absolutely beautiful. chan, do you miss your family late at night? do you think about your life, do you think of song lyrics, do you smile? chan?

are you happy?

you're so strong all the time, you look at your members like they hold your very life together, like you have to protect them with every fragment of yourself. you're so lovely.

i remember when you looked at me like that. sometimes, i think of life without you existing. and then i realize that's probably how hell feels. you still don't know who i am, huh? you identify me as "the fan". that's ok, it's ok.

i'll tell you who i am soon, but for now just know that my love for you grows by every passing day. it will just continue to grow for the next four days. you're perfect. ❞

- someone who wonders how you've been lately.