Play Or Die!

Chapter 5

I sat there for what seemed like hours before Shawn came back in the room. " Alex, You need help, You have been going crazy these past days about Jake coming back when he's still in jail. I made you a appointment for tomorrow with a doctor." He said picking me up then laying me in the bed.

Not saying a word I rolled over staring at the white wall, It doesn't matter what they put me on nothing is going to work.

Closing my eyes the night kept replaying in my head over and over again, No matter what I tried thinking about it the night kept replaying.

After two hours of trying to sleep I gave up, Walking in the kitchen I heard a noise coming from the guest bedroom.

When I seen it was 3:00 am I knew it was Shawn, I walked to the door trying to be as quite as I can before slowly turning the door knob.

" Get out!" He screamed jumping out of bed.

Before he got to me I turned on the light revealing a blonde hair girl laying naked in the bed.

To say I was surprised would be a lie.

" Who is she?" The girl asked covering herself up.

I let out a small laugh, " I'm his girlfriend, You must be one of his side chicks." I said turning around and walking away.

Walking in the room I laid on the bed and cried, After everything I've been through and everything Shawn and I have been through he still wants to cheat.

Once the tears stopped the anger started forming in my blood.

Jumping out of bed I ran to the guest room. " If you want to cheat on me at least have some respect and not bring the bimbo here." I screamed hitting his chest repeatedly.

Shawn didn't say anything, Him and the girl left leaving me standing there looking like a loser.

Sliding down the wall I cried till there was no more tears, Once I finally pulled myself together I poured me a glass of milk and went to bed alone. 

When I heard the door open then shut my first thought was Shawn had came back, But once I seen Jake my heart stopped.

" Did my little pet and her boy toy break up?" He asked smiling.

" Not in the mood Jake, Go away." I said rolling over throwing the covers over my head.

The bed dipped letting me know he is now on the bed.

" I know what you need, You would feel a lot better if you got punished." He laid beside me with his arm wrapped around my stomach.

I didn't move, I wanted to feel pain but I didn't want him to think I wanted him.

His hand trailed up my legs leaving cold chills." Your body wants me, You just won't admit it." He said softly in my ear.

He was right, I wanted him, To feel the pain he can cause me, But I still didn't say anything him knowing I wanted it would only please him.

He sat up in the bed grabbing the bottom of my shorts slowly pulling them down where they are touching my ankles.

" I see you're not wear any underwear." He said with a smile. 

" Tell me you don't want it and I will leave you alone." He said staring at me up and down. 

Trying to tell him I wanted him to leave but nothing came out of my mouth, Did I want him to go or did I want him to stay? 

I was confused but at this point I want him to punish me, I want to feel him cause me pain. 

Knowing once I tell him I want him to punish me I will never be able to get away from him.