I woke up to Blake playing with my hair. I groaned and buried my head into his chest snuggling closer since I was cold Blake: we got to get up Me: noooo Blake: brookide we are at hawaii, u always talked about how u wanted to come here ((He calls me that so I tried to spell it but I actually don't know how lmao)) Me: ya... That was when ashley didn't act like a total d- Blake: do not finish that sentence Me: dog Blake: wh- ok After a while of talking we got up and I was about to open the door but I remembered last night... Me: blake- what if he's still out there...? Blake: wh- oh wait lemme get dressed than we can go to ur room I nodded and he went to change. He went in front of me and opened the door a crack Blake: ofc hes still there... But hes asleep so if we are quiet we can get passed him I nodded and we went out. He quietly closed and locked the door, we thank ran to the elevator to get to my floor. We got there and he sat on my bed as I got ready:
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((Let's forget about the outfits cuz I deleted them off my phone and it will take forever to find them.. OK? OK)) And my swimsuit just in case (the white one). I went out and Blake's jaw dropped Blake: holy shit His breathing became heavier, and he stood up and came towards me Me: b-blake He didn't answer... All I remember is that he just raped me-
*few days later* We only had a day left and I didn't go out of my room cuz I didn't wanna see the others or see blake after what he did... I was just on my phone when I heard someone knocking at my door. I opened it and saw payton with jackson... Payton: hey si- u look like shit... Me: ya wow thanks love you too Payton: no really... Wait when did u get sweatpants? Me: I brought them for if we go outside at night but that didn't happen so I'm wearing them now Payton: u look dead... Ur eyes are red and swollen and u look like ur sick... Me: I'll tell u when I'm sick of; life Payton: what happened... Ur the happiest person I know but once we got here u changed I took a deep breath and let them in cuz i knew it would be a lot for me to talk about yesterday. We sat down and I took a deep breath and started Me: those things ashley said, wasnt true... Well the me liking blake was but the rest weren't she was just trying to get back at me for what happened in middle school. And when everyone left.. I didnt. I stayed there thinking about how I wish that didnt happen, how I wish I was never born. I was about to drift off until a old man called out to me... I ran to the holtel and went to Blake's room since it was on the closest floor. When I got up there I saw the man, pounded on Blake's door and right when the man was super close he let me In... Skip to this morning. We went to my room and I changed, and when I came out he came up me a-and I couldn't stop him so h-he raped m-me I broke down saying the last part, and so did the boys Payton: omg- I'm so sorry sissy He came and pulled me into a big hug. We pulled apart and Jackson hugged me rocking us back and forth... I didn't wanna leave the hug but I knew I had to at some point. We pulled away and he spoke up Jackson: how about, since its out last day... We go swimming the entire day I nodded and was about to get a swimsuit but Jackson pulled one out of his bag and gave it to me. I smiled and went to change:
