Jackson: Brooke this is keary..
she had blond hair, blue eyes... she was really pretty
Jackson: shes my...
keary: hes me boyfriend
me: o-oh... Jackson c-can I talk to u a-alone??
Jackson: sure...
we went to the kitchen
me: WTF- how long have u guys been dating?
Jackson: 2 weeks-
me: why didnt u tell me?
Jackson: why does it matter??
me: ARE U KIDDING? did last night not mean anything to u?? U TOOK MY FUCKING VIRGINITY
jackson: shhh
me: NO SHE DESERVES TO KNOW!
keary than came in
keary: ok can u go now so him and I can have some time together?
me: FIRST OFF THIS ISNT UR HOUSE AND SECOND U DONT OWN ME-
payton, faith and Ashley came in
Payton: what's the yelling about?
Jackson: nothing-
faith: who's that?
keary: hi I'm keary and u guys areee?
Ashley: that doesnt matter
Jackson: baby lets go
ashley+faith: baby??
payton: wtf?
faith: keary cone with me they are all gonna talk
keary: ok
oh so now shes not being a bitch?!
Payton: why didnt u tell us
Jackson: since when did it matter??
Ashley: be honest... did u and Brooke do something last night?
Jackson: n-no
me: u fucker-
I broke down right there
Jackson: Brooke-
me: NO DONT TALK TO ME UR A ASSHOLE, LEAVE I NEVER WANNA SEE U AGAIN
Jackson: b-
payton: sorry bro... shes my sister, and u hurt her pls go
Jackson: ash come on
Ashley: nope and call me Ashley not ash to u
Jackson: ur kidding
Ashley: nope oh and I'm staying here with brooke
Jackson: FINE BUT WHATEVER HAPPENS TO U GUYS DONT COME CRYING TO ME
ashley: DONT WORRY WE WONT ASS HAT
he left with keary and slammed the door. I broke down more and faith came in crying a little
Payton: u ok?
faith: uhm I told mom and she said itd be better for all of us I-if we moved..
Ashley: WHAT? NO U GUYS CAN'T-
faith: we have to- she bought tickets, we are leaving in a week
me: no I cant leave ashley-
I broke down more... if that is even possible payton hugged me
Payton: hey we will visit her as much and we can k?
I nodded
our mom than came in
Joanne: im sorry brooke I know this is hard... but ill get u a new gone before we leave so u can change your number
me: u don't have to-
Joanne: no I'm gonna spoil u
Payton: same anything for my little sis
he hugged me again and I ofc hugged back
Ashley: ugh my mom said I have to go home ill see u at school tomorrow bye brookie
me: bye ash love you
we hugged
Ashley: love you too
and she left
me: I-imma go live real fast-
Joanne: ok sweety
I left and went to my room and went live
on live
hey guys... so a-alot happened just a while ago and im moving, im getting a new number and logging out of my accounts. im sorry, if u find my accounts dont be alarmed if anything is on privet. I love you all so much
I broke down again
aweee stay strong bby
im sorry for what ever happened
:(
I took a deep breath
ok bye guys... again I love you all so so SO much always remember to treat others right and never forget how special u are
I did the peace sign and ended the live
when live ended
it was late so I went to bed~next day~
I woke up to faith
faith: WE ARE LEAVING TOMORROW-
me: ur kidding
faith: NO BUT SHE SAID WE ARE GOING TO SCHOOL ONE LAST TIME
I felt tears in my eyes
me: o-ok
(we already packed most of the things so we were fine)
I got up and got dressed in the outfit I left unpacked:left my hair down, and did concealer, mascara, and lip gloss
I went down stairs and we had to leave. I got to school and went to find ash but didnt see her. I didnt think much of it but I didn't see her the entire day. I decided to go to her house... ya I had to see Jackson but I need to tell her i leave tomorrow- I knocked on the door and Austin opened it
me: hey
Austin: hey.. u ok?
I sniffled
me: ya.. is Ashley here?
Austin: ya... she's in her room
me: thank u
I went up to her room. I went in and told her. we both broke down. we watched Netflix until I had to go. we hugged each other.
me: I love you
Ashley: I love you too
we cried more and I left her room and ifc Jackson had to be there
Jackson: hey what's wrong??
me: n-nothing... don't talk to me
and with that I left. I walked in the door and Payton ran up to me hugging me
Payton: im sorry b
I hugged him and cried into his chest
Payton: you should go to bed
I nodded. i went to my room and laid down
I can't believe im actually moving, I'm leaving my entire life behind... my best friend is here- I cant leave Ashley but I have to...
I soon somehow fell asleep, crying...