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Dear Universe,
why me?

is it because i'm not pretty

is it because the things i said

is it because of my actions??
why make me black

why couldn't i be any 'white' princess

to have someone say 'you don't look like her!'

why to like a certain genre of music
just to be ridiculed

am i always supposed to like rap?

why can't i like k-pop or j-pop  and be happy

why can't i be a ballerina without someone telling me i need to act like my skin color

Dear Universe,

why have my parents divorced

why do i have a mentally and
physically abusive stepdad

why can't my mom be happy

without her falling asleep at the wheel to take me to dance?

trying to find her happily ever after.

why can't i be pretty

why have people make stereotypical racial
comments about me

touching my hair repeatedly saying

'is it real?'

'is it fake'

'i bet if i snatch it off it'll come off'

'weave head'

'weave head'

'weave head'

Universe why?

why have me born out of state

why have me stay in the ghetto

just to see someone get shot and die
trying to run home

on the street corner 100 feet away from me

Universe can i please be myself

can i see a happy me

may a smile come to my face when i look in the mirror.

accepting my skin color

my acne and dark spots

my not so fit body

Universe,please?

may you make everything better

to have me feel i have something to
live for?

i'm depending on you

                                       

                                           yours truly,
                   Lillian F. Ruffin-Stewart

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 18, 2020 ⏰

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