WHERE IT ALL BEGAN....

chapter eleven

(Tony's thoughts) I can't believe that she really called me that nigga name. I wanted to choke the life out of her.  That means the whole time while we were having sex she was thinking about him. I know i can't really talk with my situation that's going but thats fucked up. The reason why I'm so mad about is because out of the things i've done to Bey, she always stuck with me and i never thought that in a million years she would do something like this. This really makes me think that she and Shawn has something going on. Man i swear if i ever see him, it's OVER for him. He was suppose to be my boy and that was suppose to be my soon to be wife. Man, shit is just too crazy. Let me just calm myself down because i know if i go home now, it'll just make things worst.

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(Tony and Bey's place)

When Tony left out, i sat there on the floor against the wall crying. I grabbed a blanket out of the chair in the living room to cover myself up. I couldn't believe what just happened. The time now was 3 o'clock and Tony still hasn't returned. Damn i fucked up, bad. This is nothing like the time when I found out Tony cheated on me. This was way worst. For a guy, you would expect it from him, which is why i wasn't that upset when i find out. But i couldn't hold that as an excuse anymore because it was so far in the past. I also didn't think Tony and I would last this long neither. But to hear your fiancé call you another man's name while making love you is just something you just don't do. If he didn't think Shawn and I were messing around before, i know for damn sure he's going to think something this time around. All i could do is sit there and with my hands on my head, hoping he would come home. About 30 mins later, Tony came walking through the door. I was still sitting in the same place i was when he left. When he made it to the entrance of the living room he just stopped and stared at  me. When i looked up at him, he turned his head away and started walking upstairs. I started to follow after him but i was going to give him his space, so i decided to sleep in the guest room.The next morning when I awoke, I felt so drained. I went and showered in slipped into some comfortable clothes. I went down the hall to my room to check and see if Tony was still in bed. I was relieved to see that he was still there. I sat there feeling bad about last night. I stood there for a few moments longer just watching him sleep, til i heard my phone going off from down stairs.When i picked up my phone, i saw that it was Kelly calling. I had forgot to call her last night, which was most likely the reason she was calling.

(Bey) "Hey kelly" i said picking up the phone. My voice was hoarse from crying last night.

(Kelly) "Well since you didn't come home last night NOR call me, i take it that things with well???" she asked.

(Bey) "Far from it?"

(Kelly) "What? Well what happened? You didn't come home, i tho--"

(Bey) "I know. Things were good at first."

(Kelly) "So what happened?"

(Bey) "Well after dinner we came back home and started having sex and then....."

(Kelly) "Then what?"

(Bey) "I called him Shawn in the middle of having sex."

(Kelly) gasp "Beeeeey, nooooooooo. Please tell me you didn't."

(Bey) "Yes Kel......Yes."

(Kelly) "OMG. What he do?"Bey starts hearing Tony wake up. 

(Bey)  starts whispering "Look Kel, let me call you back. He's waking up."

(Kelly) "Okay, call me back." hangs upWhen I turned around, Tony was coming down the stairs. My eyes widened as I watched him walk down the stairs. I didn't know what to do, i just stood there staring as he looked at me coming down the stairs. He went into the living room and sat on the couch. I followed behind him and sat across from him on the coffee table. I knew he was mad, but i needed to talk to him and before i could open my mouth to say something he started speaking.