After a few days the girls went back to korea,
Yerin and Sinb haven't talk with each other after the incident.
Things are getting worst for yerin, some anti's bullied her . They said that yerin injury happened because she only wanted to become popular in her group.
Which lead to depression.
Even she is smiling deep inside she felt empty, a trash .. her mind continued mocking her existence.
She is dying inside.
Sinb knows what yerin feelings.
She knows that yerin is suffering inside
She can tell it, because of Yerin's eyes
She's smiljng but her eyes is dead
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The girls need to practice for there upcoming comeback.
yerin asked her manager if she can go home early because she is feeling sick.
Her manager allowed her to rest since
Its Friday today, and every weekend the management allowed the girls to go home to their parents.
But yerin doesn't want to go home.
She have no family to stay with. Her father and mother died in an accident when she was a 16 years old.
Every week she stay to their family house in incheon.
To clean the house and pray for the soul of her parents.
But she has no strength to go home
So she decided to stay to their dorm.
His manager drive her home because they are forbidden to go home alone.
While on her way home home.
Her manager turn on the music .
She don't know the song but it made her feel at ease.
Looking out the window her mind flew from the beautiful memory in Switzerland but it was just a memory, everything came back to normal. Sinb doesn't talk to her again.
Tears run down on yerins face as she feel the loneliness of being alone.
She wiped her tears when they arrived to the dormitory,
She said goodbye to the manager and went quickly to the apartment.
Within a minute she arrived in their room. She sit on an empty couch .
No one is around.
No one will hear it.
She told her self.
She started to cry..
She's Alone
Lonely
Empty
Tired
The energetic yerin become weak.
She fell down on the floor.
She cried so loud..
" why is this happening to me?" Yerin cried.
" why did they hate me so much? I never hurt anyone. But why am I experiencing this ?" Tears still flowing on her face.
" i just wanted to disappear maybe they will be glad if they won't see me again" she stand up and went to the kitchen.
She saw a shiny thing..
A knife..
She look at her reflection.
Her eyes are puffy because of crying.
She close her eyes..
"This is what people wanted
I need to do this" she whispered
She's about to cut her wrist
When someone snatched the knife from her hand.
Throw it on the floor and grab her wrist.
" what do you think are you doing?!!!!!!"
Yerin eyes widened what is she doing here?
She felt pain when the girl tightened her grip to her wrist.
" why are you here?Sinb" yerin is surprised to she her.
But at this moment Sinb did not care about Yerin's question she wanted to know what will Yerin's do with the knife.
" I SAID WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!!!" She shouted.
