YERIN
i woke up because i felt hungry, i haven't eaten since morning.
i slowly get out of my bed and walk out to my room.
I notice that the tv is on.
Sinb is watching something
she turn her head towards my direction i think she heard when i open the door.
" unnie, why are you awake?" she asked with a sweet voice
" BAE GO PA" as i touch my tummy.
She smiled .. " i have chicken here.. do you want to eat with me?"
i nodded.. chicken is good at this hour.
i sit beside her.. " are you feeling better now unnie?" she asked..
" yeah, im sorry for bothering you again, just like what happened before."
" its okay, SORRY- mi an hae unnie, for yelling. And how i acted to you earlier. I know i cross the line I didn't consider your feelings." she hand me a drumstick " this is my peace offering i hope you can forgive me." she said
i grab the chicken and put it on my mouth. " your forgiven.."
"I MISS YOU - bo go ship o , i miss us." she uttered.
i look at sinb who is focused in watching whatever it is in the tv screen.
this is the first time i heard that word came out on her mouth.
" unnie? can i asked you a question?" her tone became serious.
" weo?" i answered i felt confused all of a sudden, is she playing with me?
she look at me. " who is eunwoo in your life right now?"
as i look in her eyes i can see worry .
sadness.
hope.
" his a good friend.." i answered because that is eunwoo for me.
she smiled.. " why are you smiling like that?"
"I DONT KNOW - MOLLA, " i frown.. then started to eat my chicken,
i don't know why she's behaving like this to me,
earlier she yell at me, and now she's acting cute.
I really cannot understand her.
Like what she did before,
For the past few days. She started giving rose to me..
yuju asked me if she is courting me.
But i said no. There is no reason for her to do that.
After all the things happened between us. Its hard for me to trust her.
" unnie, what are you thinking?" She asked
" oh , uhmm i just wanted to thank you for saving me again." Well its true I haven't thank her for what she did .
" unnie , you don't have too. Just don't talk to her anymore."
"Arrasseo, i learned my lesson. I won't trust anyone except the girls"
" so you don't trust me" sinb raised her eyebrow when she look at me.
I look away..
" you still haven't forgiven me don't you?" She sounds sad
" i already forgiven you, but."
"Why is there a but?"
" but I can't trust you. I hope you understand"
I try to avoid having an eye contact with her.
" i understand, if i can turn back the time i will never do it"
" but you can't that's why we have to live with it"
" can i have another chance?" She said with a serious tone.
I frown.. " why are you doing this?"
