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I sat laughing with Shawn as we both sat on his couch, watching Shrek, or more specifically watching Shawn try to immitate Shrek. He was such a dork sometimes. God I loved him so much. I'm so lucky to be able to call him mine.


As I look up at him pulling faces, I can't help but let a few tears slip. Damn, I'm so emtional lately. I must be PMSing. I was always one to get emotional on the week leading to my time of the month. With this in mind, I grabbed my phone and opened the tracking app.


Thank god. I think to myself, glad I still had a few days before I had to worry.


Just as I was thinking that, a painful cramp came out of nowhere making me wince and bring my arms to my stomach.


"(Y/N), you alright?" Shawn asks, looking down at me with concern.


"I'm fine." I sniffle, not sounding at all convincing.


He notices the few tears sliding down my face and leans down to kiss them away. This in turn only makes me cry more. He's too sweet! I don't deserve him!


"Hey, baby, what's wrong? Don't cry, shh," He cooes, running his fingers through my hair.


"I, I just don't deserve you! You're so sweet! A-and kind. And-d I love you so much, Shawny. Oh god, I'm so emtional, sorry. I can't help it." I sniffle, crying more now and not being able to stop it.


The cramp gets worse again and I clutch my stomach again.


A knowing look crosses Shawns face.


"Oh, baby. What are you talking about? Of course you deserve me! In fact, you deserve so much better! You deserve the world! You're everything I am and more, (Y/N). Don't cry." He explains, hugging me to his chest.


He knows I get like this when I'm close to my period.


"What do you say we get you upstairs so we can watch tv in bed? I'll get us some snacks." He says, helping me upstairs and into his comfy bed and then walking back downstairs.


I sniffle a little, reaching for the remote and turning on Narnia. A couple minutes later, Shawn comes back into the room with snacks and a heating pad. He lifts up my shirt and places the warm object on my stomach. After he finishes opening all the snacks he sets them in the middle of us to share while we watch the movie.


I make it half way through the second Narnia movie before falling asleep with one thought on my mind.


I'm truly, madly, deeply in love with Shawn Peter Raul Mendes.


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