Nobody Knows

Chapter 5

Cyan

After Jonas left last night, I just went to sleep. I had no clue where he went nor why he left. The little time we do have together, he wants to leave. what could he be doing 2 in the morning besides with another bitch? I head the front door close since I slept with the bedroom door open. I could hear him walking up the stairs so I just turned over and act like I was sleep.

"Bae .. wake up bae." I still was sleep. Fuck him. He been doing gods knows what with God knows who. I felt him pick me up and lay me across the bed. He kissed me on my forehead on down to my neck .. then my breast. He took them both out and licked and nibbled on the left nipple. He went to the right and did the same but continued to rub on the left. "J .. Jonas what are you doing?" "I'm sorry for leaving ma" he said deeply in between his nibbles. He pulled my panties to the side and entered a finger in me. "Who tf were you with Jonas? Where were you?" Just because he was doing all this shit didn't mean he wasn't getting questioned. I waited for an answer and didn't get one. I pushed him off of me and pulled my tshirt back down. "Where tf were you Jonas?!" "Riding ma, damn. I come home to show my love to you and you bombarding me with questions." "If you wouldn't have fucking left in the middle of the night I wouldn't have to. I'm tired you being gone all the damn time. Make me fucking sick." I grabbed one pillow and threw one at him. "Bye!" I pushed his head so he could get the memo in case he ain't got it. He looked me up and down and smacked his teeth. I didn't give a damn.

The next morning I decided on texting Jay back since Jonas wasn't in here.

Me: Goodmorning

Jay: now I get a text, huh? gm

Me: I was busy last night ... make it up today? ;)

Jay: aight bet

I knew he wouldn't forgive me easily. I went into the bathroom and did my daily routine. I put on some sweats and a goodie with my chanel chestnut uggs Jonas got me for Christmas. I walked down the steps and saw Jonas wasn't on the sofa. I smell something cooking and it was him in the kitchen. I hope he doesn't think this makes up for something.

"Goodmorning bae." he said. I looked at him out the corner of my eye while I opened the refrigerator. "Morning."

"I made us breakfast .." "I see." I sat down at the table while he he fixed both of our plates. We sat there and ate in silence until he broke it  "Cy, last night I just went to Jay house. I promise. I wasn't with anyone else ..... and I don't want anyone else but you. You just seem to act like you don't care about me anymore."

"Not caring? You don't care! If you cared about me so much you would be out of game but are you? I'll answer for you hell no." I wasn't even hungry anymore. I got up and began to walk towards the stairs. I felt myself being pulled back and I turned around.

"I'm doing this shit for us! I don't see you with no fucking job ma so where the bread bout to come from? You care when you getting new cars and shit, walking in shit that's not even out yet, nails done, hair done. Don't switch up ma."

I looked at him and dug my nails in arm. "Let m the fuck go!" He stared at me and finally let go. I ran up the stairs and slid on some jeans and a tank with my sandals. I grabbed my purse and keys. "Where you going ma?" "away from your ass." "Look .. I didn't mean that. I'll always make sure you straight ma you just gotta give me time. It's not easy to just up and leave the game ma."

"I know that but at least promise me you'll leave one day. I can't go day by day wondering if you're going to die or not."

He sighed. "Don't think like that Cy. Come here." I walked towards him and hugged him trying not to cry. "Promise me." "I promise Cy."

Just a filler since I haven't updated in a while.