swallow me up,
make me disappear,
im nothing special,
shouldnt even be here
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love is a word,
sorry has five letters,
forgive is two syllables,
us is one.
nothing means anything anymore.
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tears a nothing
feelings are empty
my heart is left a shell
your memory fading.
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take a bus to nowhere
a plane to heaven
say farewell to sadness
say a prayer to sanity
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death i greet you,
life is ay farewell,
this earth has become a prison,
my mind is now my cell
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my favourite poem in this section is the second to last one. "take a plane to nowhere". because it reminds me that i want to leave, no necessarily this life, but this place. i want to travel. i dont have to travel anywhere inparticular, just go. i dont have to have anything weighing me down (like sadness). the line "say a prayer to sanity" is there just to remind me, through out my travels, that i have to remain myself. i have to remain who i am whilst allowing everything i see to be absorbed. i can not change who i am, only the way i think.
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Poems
Poetryall of these poems were written by me in my best times and in my worst. i'll let you figure out which poem belongs in which time.