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Oh My God...
I woke up.
It's 2AM. GREAT.
My mind really doesn't want to let me sleep, it just gives me nightmares and sad thoughts all the time.

What if my mother finds out that I am gone? Will she try to find me?
What if no one won't want to have me as his roommate?
What if then I'll have to come back home?
What with school? - I really hate my school and I don't want to be there anymore.

Now, I just wish that the person who will give me some place to live is far, far away from here, 'cause if my future house will be right here or closer to my mother's house, I' ll have to wait till night to go out, just because I don't want to meet my mother.
Why am I doing this?
It was like I forgot it or something.

Ah, now I remember just because of my abusive mother who literally wanted to stab me or something like that.
Why life is that bad to me?
Tears started falling into my eyes.
Am I someone bad or something?
Why?

I thought that I really shouldn't be alive or at least not in this body.

Now, from feeling like sad and weak girl I felt angry, very angry.

I hope that Sammy (my friend) won't ask me about the reason why I am here. I really don't want to tell anyone about what happened.

The worst thing that crossed my mind at the moment was
'What if my mother finds out where I am?'
I was scared of her as shit, I mean, she knows address of my friend, her parents and knows that she is my only friend.

Thinking about eventual problems that can show theirself to me, I was falling asleep...

I woke up.
Whoa, now it was 8 am.
I always slept about something like four hours per day, now I slept something like ten and that fact was pretty nice.

I jogged downstairs to Sammy.
"Hello, Vivien!"
"Hi"

She made breakfast for me, which was bread, eggs and coffee. Looked very tasty.

"Thank you for this, Sam"
"You're welcome."

I started eating.
That was delicious.
When I ate my breakfast, I went to my bag for some fresh clothes.
"Yeah, that's it" - I sad taking out a Diamond Head T - shirt and black jeans.
I changed quickly and run downstairs to Sammy.

"Could you help me look through some offers? " - I said smiling.
"Yes, of course" - Sammy said as I sat on the couch next to her.
"So we've got three newspapers" - Sammy Said.
"I think that's enough, let's just find offers that are like 20 miles from here" - I said quickly.
"So, we've got just two offers that far" - Sammy said looking a bit sad.
"Then we'll call these people, to know who's offering and what's offering"
"That's great idea"


End of the chapter, I hope you liked it!
Greetings, hah!

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