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I stayed at home, that wasn't the best thing I could do, but hiding all the time wasn't a solution for my problem.

I was sitting on the couch in my room listening to some thrash metal compilation I bougt at dollar store, and then, suddenly, my mother comes into my room.
I was scared as hell to see her now, but that's what I wanted to do.
Emma - that's my mothers name, comes in with knife in her hand.
I don't believe what I am seeing, my own motjer wants to kill me.

"Shut It Down, you little shit!" - my mom shouted at me.
"What If I Say No?"
"You saw this knife, right?" - she said coming closer to me.

I never was scared like that. NEVER.

"Okay, okay." - I said turning CD Player off.
"If you do something like that one more time, I dare you! You won't be my daughter anymore!" - Emma shouted at me angrily.

I really wanted to cry, but showing her my weakness was the worst thing I could do at the moment.

"Better don't show yourself to me!" - my mother shouted getting out of my room, and blocking my door.

"Great, I am imprisoned in my own room, by my own mother..." - I said quietly to myself.

I sat on the floor and looked through the opened window.
I was thinking for a little bit, and right after I was just packing some things to my backpack.
I had a plan -  I am moving out.

I don't know where to go, but living in a house in which doesn't live an angry drunkard person is always better than this

I packed some clothes and money to my bag, and I got out of my house by a window.
There's no way I'm coming back here.

It's 4PM, and I walked around three miles.

I needed some rest.
I was near the big house, where my friend from school lived, so I knocked to its door.
My friend opened the door with a huge smile
"Hi! Can I help you with something?"
"Umm, Can I stay here for a night or two?"
"I think that you can, come in" - she answered.

I came in and apologized for being unannounced.

"Oh, you know. I've done something that's not right, so my mother turned 'abusive mode' on"

"Oh, that's not ok. Maybe I'll help you with finding some place to live?"

"If you can, that will be great, I will be very thankful" - I answered

I was very happy right now because of having possibilites to have a new place to live.
I thought about a house, it will be the best if I have a rommate.
If I'll have roommate, that will be a lot easier - cheaper bills, person to spend time with and feeling more safe.

"I am so sorry about that, but I'm afraid I need to sleep." - I said
"That's ok, you're sleeping in my room, ok?"
"Yeah, thank you" - I said as I was going to bed where I'll sleep.
"Goodnight..." - I said quietly to myself.



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