billie eilish smut

i'm so done with him

^ see the video ^

gxg

slight dom but goofy top!billie

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billie 🤡
whats good baby

you scoffed at the sight of the text, you forgot your friend had changed her contact name emoji to that

billie has been your friends with benefits... well that's a nice term for it. booty call really, hookup, multiple night stand, wham bam thank you ma'am, for a little over a month now

you two met at a house party where i tipsily fell under her spell, not complaining though. she wasn't drunk or high and i've never seen her like that. ever. one of the first questions she asked me was how drunk was i and how long it would take me to sober up; it was weird. she seemed the type to post countless obnoxious instagram stories of bottles of alcohol, packs of weed, smoked joints, alongside a devil or a smirking emoji, she didn't but she damn well had the personality though

but it's not like you two formed a romantic relationship after that or were even close to, on her side. billie was often uncaring, blasé, nonchalant when it came to having sex, but i was always at her beck and call. even when she'd respond to my texts hours later and at school she was habitually nowhere to be found.

but she'd still find a very easy effortlessly way to get to you

that time at the party was actually my first time ever with a girl, anyone, but of course i never told billie that, she seemed too cool and experienced and i thought her knowing it was my first time would disinterest her and make her leave the room. she was a top anyways so it made the experience 'easier' for me, who was a pillow princess under her for some reason
only a small handful of close friends knew i am a lesbian, and only my best friend knew of billie,

you
yoooooo

y/bf/n (your best friend's name)
whats uppp girll

you
guess what
billie texted me lololol

y/bf/n
🥱🥱🥱
really?

you
omg shut up what should i say

y/bf/n
ugh idk
what did she say?

i bit my lip nervously, what's good baby was such a fuck boy thing to say, it would make my friend roll their eyes and tell me to text her to 'fuck off' but of course i wouldn't say that, i was way too head over heels for her it was sad and my friend was too nice to tell me that but whatever, they knew billie and had a critical opinion of her

you
lol
what's good baby

y/bf/n
LMFAOOO really? 😭

you
shut uppp omg i know but what should i say

y/bf/n
say this
girl bye