Fuck it it's like my feelings never occurred to you it was so exhausting fighting you remember everytime u had a fight wit someone I was the bitch that was on your side but when it came to me whos side was you on.You robbed me of innocence.These apologies are way to over due now I'm over you.Problems with loyalty love and respect shot a bullet in my head without pulling a trigger.Dont you say don't take it personal.Maybe I shouldn't have let him in because he was busy stuck on someone who didn't give a fuck about him.Drown myself in vodka n set a match to my body.Nothing really changes you be on that same shit.Do I belong in my skin?I want to rip every inch of skin off my body like if I want ripping duck tape off a wall.I remember it all I remember the past I swear I tried to make it last.Some people never change even if they vow to.I wish I didn't know your name or anything because I live with the pain everyday.I rather get by a truck than be sober again.So yes baby I'm a fuckin addict agian.Coke,Ice,LSD,A Perc I'll do mostly everything n still be begging for more.Sold My Soul.Now I'm soulless...
