18/7/2017
I had a thought. It bounced in my mind like a hell of a trampoline park. Hurting my thinking each time it hits into a realization. At this point, I thought this would be the end of the world, well at least for me. Fuck my classmates, fuck my vocabulary, fuck my English language.
Two and a half-year and finally, what I've been dreaming for, is here.
A new English language teacher.
Thank god he answered my prayers. A whole new beginning for me, and my friends. *A week with the new teacher, I can already tell what kind of person he is. An intellectual who I think, knows better at what he's doing despite coming from an unrelatable background. Maybe because he studied in Ireland, an English-speaking country, and has never get soaked in Irish beer. He actually cares about his pupils' problems as well.
God, I already love this new Teacher.
Because I don't know what else to write, let me write you a song's lyrics.
Used To Be - AJ Mitchell
I keep walking
I keep talking to every cute girl I see
I keep looking
I keep searching for the girl that you used to be
'Cause before all this
You were loving me, hating me, tell me you're my baby
Calling me, telling me everything that you have just been through
And I'd say, okay, my baby, everything will be alright
I'll never let you out of my sight
'Cause I will hold you in my arms and I'll hold you so tight
Been searching for a girl like you
'Cause no girl has got me through the things that you've got me through
We used to talk every day and night
But now when we're talking it don't feel right
It don't feel right
You were loving me, hating me, tell me you're my baby
Calling me, telling me everything that you have just been through
And I'd say, okay, my baby, everything will be alright
I'll never let you out of my sight
'Cause I will hold you in my arms and I'll hold you so tight
Be, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh
Be, yeah, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh
You said that maybe we should hang out soon
You said, "Meet me at your house at noon"
I waited there, you never came to see me
That's why I want the girl that you used to be
Yeah, yeah
You were loving me, hating me, tell me you're my baby
Calling me, telling me, everything that you have just been through
And I'd say, okay, my baby, everything will be alright
I'll never let you out of my sight
'Cause I will hold you in my arms and I'll hold you so tight
Be, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh
Be, yeah, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh
Hmmm
I want the girl you used to be
I want that girl you used to be
Teacher's comment(s):
- As long as it's legible, it's okay haha! ( my actual writing was horrendous at that time)
- *Don't make me cry please! :b I'm glad you think this way. I hope we can learn from each other.
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