Drunk on You

Suck My Ass Asshole.

Holly's POV.

I panicked. My hands were shaking and I couldn't even begin to think straight.

"Ashley! Why didn't you stop me!?" I yelled, freaking out about what I did. Why the hell am I so stupid?! Agh!

I freaked out and began running around like crazy.

"Calm down! It's not that bad! Okay? There's much worst that we could have done!" Ashley yelled. I shook my head.

"No. First I got drunk and slept with Andy. Than I got high, stoned, if you will, and slept with you! I'm a WHORE! Ashley! I'm a slut, and a whore! Everything I said I wouldn't be, I am!"
"You aren't a whore!" Ashley yelled, yanking my arm. I ripped it away.
"DON'T! Touch me.." I said, now full on crying. I was in hysterics.

"You know what, maybe I should just get the guys.." I said, taking a deep breath. Ash shook his head.
"Are you crazy?!" He snapped.
"Your brother will kick my ass, Ronnie's ass, Andy's ass, and maybe even yours!" He yelled. I shrugged.
"I don't lie, ash.. Maybe your okay with lies. I'm not." Panick overtook my body and I couldn't help but hyperventilate.

"Calm down, Holls. Okay? It's gonna be fine." He pulled me into his chest and kissed my head as he rubbed my back.

"No, it won't be!" I pushed him off of me.

"You know what?! Fine. JINXX GUESS WHAT? I SLEPT WITH HOLLY TOO." He yelled.
As a tear ran down my cheek, I couldn't even think.

Without think I rose my hand slapped him hard across the face.
"Your such an asshole!" I yelled.

"Your a whore." He coughed. I looked at him in shock. As soon as he realized what he had said, he looked guilty.
"I-I didn't mean that Holly.. I'm so sorry."

I looked away from him and walked off the bus and away from him.
"Fuck you." I spat, slapping him again. I stormed off to the Falling in reverse bus.

The guys were playing basketball outside, which made me smile. I may not seem like it, but I'm actually pretty athletic. Basketball and soccer are two things I love to do.

"Hey holly!" Ronnie called.

"Hey! Is Alice with us yet?" I asked.

Alice was Ronnie's younger sister. She's my best friend, and the same age as me.

"Yeah, she got here about ten minutes ago. Your welcome to go inside."

I nodded and began walking into the bus. Their bus was much different then ours, it was bigger, and everything was more messy.

"Hey lovey!" Jacky said as he walked by. He shot me a wink and stepped outside.

"ALICE!" I yelled. No answer.

I sighed and slumped down on the couch. I need to talk to my best friend.

"BABE!" My head shot up to see the beautiful brunette girl standing near the bunks.

"OH MY GOSH!" I screamed. I ran over and hugged her tightly. Her arms wrapped around me too.

"Babe I haven't seen you in forever." I said, hugging Alice tightly.

"I know, I missed you!"
"What are you doing here?" I asked. She smirked. "I'm on spring break from college, so that means we're gonna go party."

"Actually I'm leaving, but I wanted to see you before I left. I don't wanna be on tour with them anymore. I'm gonna go back to my parents.." I said sadly. Alice' eyes went big. "Why??"

I just looked down.

"I don't wanna say yet.. but I'm leaving.. when I'm better I'll come back. Please don't tell anyone you saw me and that I'm leaving.. at least give me a few days." I begged. She nodded, a few tears running down her cheeks.

"I'll call you and text you, okay?"

She nodded.

I stepped off the bus, and ran down to a cab that was waiting for me.

"Closest airport please." I said, tears rolling down my cheeks.
"You got it."

I placed my headphones in my ears and blasted my music. Maybe I'll cry myself to sleep.

~~~

At least an hour had gone by, and the cab driver shook me awake. I took out my headphones and wrapped them around my phone and sat my phone in my one lonesome bag.

"156.78" he said, smiling sincerely. I nodded and handed him 200$.

"Keep the change." I said quietly, stepping out of the car. I made my way into the airport and to the flight attendant at the registration counter.

"One ticket to California please.." I said sheepishly. The lady nodded.

"345.99" I handed her exact change in exchange for my ticket.

"Thank you, have a nice day." I said, trying to be polite.

I handed the lady at the plain entrance my bag, and she skimmed through- not finding anything dangerous.

"Enjoy your flight!" She chirped handing me back my bag.

I took my seat, and again put headphones in. Eventually I'll be in a private place where I don't hear this anymore. Away from Ashley. Away from Andy. Away from Jinxx.. away from CC..

Every time I think about cc and Jinxx I want to go back. It breaks my heart to know who heartbroken they may be when they realize
I left.

I shook the feeling off and allowed myself to fall asleep, not wanting to think about this anymore.

~~

"Now landing." I heard for the forth time. I stepped off the plane and rushed to the outside of the airport.
I stopped yet another taxi, and they drove me to a cheap motel.

After checking in, I went to my room and laid down. I had a feeling this was going to be my new permanent home.