Secrets (Camren Supernatural)

10

Camila slammed her bedroom door shut, leaning against it as she tried to calm herself down.

"Breathe, just breathe." She said to herself and her fists tightened at her sides. Camila shook her head at the the thoughts and feelings that swirled through her mind.

Why was she feeling like this? She liked boys, well that's what she thought. What will her dad think when he finds out that she's been secretly hooking up with two girls.

"Stupid." Camila said to herself, because she couldn't control her own feelings. She let them get to her.

She can imagine the way her father will look at her with disgust and disappointment we he finds out that his daughter is a lesbian.

"The sun, the earth, the moon and the starts." She mumbled to herself. It was supposed to calm her like usual but the anger rose within her and she tried to push it down.

She screamed punching the door which split down the middle. She now held her throbbing hands to her chest. She had tears in her eyes as she backed away from the door.

"Think happy thoughts." Camila squeezed her eyes shut, trying to think of things that made her feel at ease.

"Do you know that you bite the inside of your cheek when you're concentrating." Lauren giggled, watching the girl scribble away as she tried to finish her homework.

Camila frowned and realised that she was doing exactly what Lauren had told her. She released the inside of her cheek from between her teeth, rolling her eyes playfully at Lauren and continued to carry on with her homework.

The werewolf then moved closer to her on the bed, placing kisses on Camila's cheek and jaw.

"Lauren, I'm trying to concentrate!" She squealed when Lauren found her ticklish spot just below her ear.

"And I'm trying to get you to kiss me."

"We literally just made out five minutes ago. Aren't you tired of my lips?"

Lauren pulled back from Camila's skin, bringing her hand up to trace Camila's bottom lip gently.

"I don't think I'll ever get tired from kissing your soft lips, Camz." She softly trailed her thumb along the corner of her mouth.

"Don't go falling in love with me now, Jauregui." Camila playfully teased her eyes glued to Lauren's lips as well.

"I'll try my best." Lauren mumbled and placed her lips against Camila's.

A small smile formed on Camila's face from the memory between her and Lauren. But she couldn't be having such thoughts, she shouldn't be thinking about a girl that way.

"Shit." Camila winced when she felt a throb in her hand. Maybe she shouldn't have punched the door like that.

She gets up, wondering down to the nurses office, but she stops in her tracks when she sees Hayley and Lauren fighting at the end of the hallway.

"Are you seriously breaking up with me right now?!" The vampire hands were waving around her head angrily but the tears that trickled down her face told a different story.

"You know I wished that things were different, but I can't change that." Lauren explained, grabbing Hayley's hands to help comfort her.

Even during a situation like this, Lauren still made sure that Hayley felt okay, she always made sure that everyone was okay.

"Does this mean we can't hang out anymore?"Hayley sniffled.

"What no. You're still an amazing person Hayely and I'd be extremely happy if you stayed in my life."