So like awhile back I was with this girl(p.s I'm bi) and like she was like my every thing and like it was all about me and her. And I thought everything between us was ok but one day she just broke up with me,i didn't want to think much of it cause it really caused me pain.but I don't get it cause after we broke up sometimes she acted like we were together and then sometime she acts like I don't exist.So it's painful, I mean the feeling of being unviable to the one person you want to see and talk to the most it unbearable, I hate it.but I have to let it go right I mean I can't just hold on to the pain forever right?But it's no help that my best friend V......., (I'm not telling y'all her name because if you know me and your reading this I'm just die because you might tell her) but umm I used to like her in the 6th grade and now 2 years later and I still think she's cute.But it doesn't help that lie when were together we kinda act like a couple but were just messing around cause were close friends.i mean like her has this dark/light brown color eyes,and like black hair,with glasses that fit her face prefect.So like her and my friend are no help with me cause I'm trying my best get over my feeling for my ex but yet there pushing my feeling for V.......so it's no help at all you know.
