Im the only thing in life I can control (Jack X Kai)

Stay okay, please.

***This Chapter includes a Trigger Warning***

Fraser PoV
I hope Kai ends up okay. It has to be hard on Kai seeing Jack with someone else.

Becky PoV
Once I met Jack my word was turned around. I still wonder why he was alone in the park that day we met. It could have been him on a walk but he seemed too sad.

Jack PoV
Im finally happy again. She really does make me happy. I think it's time to go on a date with here. We could go to dinner and then to the beach. If later on tonight it seems like it's too much we can just go to the park.

*here comes the night*

I decided that we will just go to the beach.

"You ready Becky"?

"For"?

"I'll show you just c'mon"

We drive up at the beach. Once we get there we find a spot, and set down a blanket. We just stare into the sky. It really looks nice. I look over at Becky and she's shivering so I give her my hoodie.

"Thank you Jack"

"Anytime Becky"

*We stay there for an hour then leave due to rain*

"Im going up to bed"

"I will be up there soon"
*here comes midnight and both of them are in bed*

I wake up, look at the clock its says its 00:25. I think this is the best time to do this. I walk to the bathroom without waking Becky up. I close the door and lock it. I look for a raser and guy myself. Even though I think I am happy, my heart say's differently. I do a few cuts on each arm, and they feel really nice. I throw away the razer and I hope, Becky doesn't ask.

A/n- I understand if everyone finds this FanFic boring....