Chapter Sixteen:
A New Life
Samantha's Pov:
Every morning I'm always greeted with screaming and being attacked by two small children. They bounce and laugh, roll around and even fall over themselves. My job is hectic at times, watching many infants at a time, keeping them all happy and quieted. My relationship isn't always at it's best, we have problems that occur often.
To be honest, I wouldn't change a single thing for the world. I love my twins more than life itself, my job, even though it can be stressful, is the best job I've ever had. I work for myself, my dream job as a nursery owner. Me and Ellie Bear, our love is essential. Forever. Eternal no matter how hard it gets.When I was a little girl, my twin sister and I, Samara, We'd always talk about how we wanted our husbands to be. How we pictured some broad shouldered, muscular, tall, gentlemen to come and take us to his huge house is Los Vegas or something. I remember saying I wanted him to have blonde hair and brown eyes, freckles and plenty of cool tattoos.
Who knew he'd turn out to be my red headed best friend, Ellie Elizabeth Grace? Who knew I would fall so hard for her? That I'd be torn away but reunited once again, finally to overcome another obstacle before reaching where we wanted to be?
The first time I've felt these feelings for her was that day we kissed under that tree in my backyard. I really didn't know how to react, I just felt so...connected to her that I showed her my secret spot that I had been hiding for almost a year. I couldn't come to terms of what it was, when we laid under that gazebo and Ellie fell asleep on my chest. I loved her, but not in the way two girls should love each other. It was against everything my mom and dad taught me, against everything the bible and church had taught me. I tried ignoring it, actually quite happy moving away, thinking it'd all flow under the bridge.
When I came back, almost four years later, I felt that same exact feeling but still I couldn't come to terms with it. It was so wrong at that moment but I kissed her anyway, my body weak at how soft her lips were. I hated and loved it, scared, so I left her there.
I knew it was a dick move, ignoring her all that night and pretending nothing happened but it was too much in one day, I needed time to think...mostly about how much I'd pay to do it all over again.
Anyway, after my state of confusion, Ellie and I grew back as close as we were as kids, probably even more. It felt as if I never left, like we just started from where we left off. We still cracked jokes, acted stupid with each other, played video games, had sleepovers, you name it.
Over those few months I fell so hard for her, harder than I've ever fallen for anyone in my entire life. I'd get extremely jealous when she'd talk to other girls, I just knew how to hide it well.
Despite Ellie's reputation and all the talk, laughs, and warnings, I still managed to look over it all. Maybe it was something she somehow manipulated into me, or maybe it was love, it doesn't matter, I stayed by her when nobody else would.
I think she was just in a weird phase where she just wanted to feel something. Anything. So she started having sex, then it got addicting to the point where she couldn't stop, even if she wanted to. Like a weird source of love.
To me, she's just a teddy bear. She's sweet and cuddly, sensitive at times, even though she won't admit it. She's over protective, especially over Alex and Logan, A hopeless romantic if I'm not myself. Her term of romance is extremely cheesy but that's what I love about her, the fact that she can tell the most lamest joke in the world and spend a half hour laughing at it, being so dorky yet so cute.
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