a dfferent country

almost wedding day

BABE

Babe where are you at?

Dress store is everything ok?

Yea just wondering got something

 for you and the kids today.

Awww babe you shouldn't have. But,

 I got you something too.

ILY see you when you get home

ILY2 see you then

I got off of text messages with Josh. I walked out of the stall in a beautiful baby blue dress. The girls loved it. I loved it too. This dress was the right one for me. 

This is the bridesmaids dresses

The men of honor

Groom

Olivia landers& Olivia richardzz

William and Xavier

We all went out for dinner and had a great time. I had to be at my moms for 2 days. I didn't really care tho. But, I knew that I would miss Josh Xavier Olivias and William. I got ready for bed. i turned on the TV. I watched Frozen 3 because it was for me and Josh's first date. I bought a giant teddy bear so it felt like Josh was with me. Josh and Anthony were taking care of the kids and having a good time. I soon fell asleep. I had a bad dream. I woke up out of breath. I got up and walked into the bathroom. I splashed water on my face and rubbed my eyes. I went to the kitchen. I opened the freezer and found a tub of ice cream. I took the tub along with a spoon back to my room. 

When I was finished I turned on Billie Eilish music. I went through my book cabinet. I found a note next to my favorite book. I opened it up. 

Dear future Jaden,

We've been through hell and it hurts to see you depressed. So I need you to trust me. Even tho you might or might not be in Canada with me I hope that you'll love me like I love you. Your my everything and my world. Johnny and Ben my bro's will be looking out for you like they always do. If you need anything let me know. (Myy) mom-numb, you'll forever be in mine like I hope I'll forever be in yours.

Love, Josh xoxo

I took it over to my bed and snuggled up to the teddy bear. I held him close and tight. I got comfy and fell asleep.