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Josh walks over to me and grabs my hand. Ben freaks out when it's usually Johnny who does. He took me to the car and my mom stopped them from walking through the door and doing something. Josh opened the car door and I sat down. He walked to the other side and he drove off.

I asked with a worried voice: Josh? Wh..Where are we going? Wh..What's going on?

He told me in a confidant voice: Jaden. Your mom gave me her approval. And no it's not like that. (sigh) What she meant by her approval was never mind you'll find out later I have to ask you in front of your parents and mine. Including siblings.

I was wondering what was the question he had to ask in front of both of our families and I don't doubt that he will be live in TIKTOK for this really big "question" I was tempted to tell him that I like him. But I got to shy around my best friend 1 of the only people I could trust. We arrive to McDonalds for food since it's been about 7 hours since we have had something to eat.

Josh asked: what do you want I'm paying.

I responded nervously: Chicken Sandwich and, a sweet tea.

We get our food and left. He flipped the car into a parking spot. He hugged me and started crying. I said as calmly as possible: Josh if you're gonna cry I'm going to start crying and we don't want that.

As I wiped his tears even though that his job to wipe his and my own tears. But it's ok, I knew he would feel better after I did that. He takes me to a jewelry store. That is 2 blocks away from McDonalds. I was so sketched out. But I put all the pieces together. 1) Taking me to, McDonalds. 2) Hugging me while crying. 3) A jewelry shop. He has to be planning something serious. I say to myself: Wait when we were younger he shown all the signs of liking me. But, we changed. It can't be. No! OK, I have to get out of this car. I'll call him and tell him that i'm not feeling well and I want to go to my dads.

Finally he gets back to the car and he opens the door to tell me to get out. He blind folds me and walked me to the store. I can see through it but I'll pretend that I don't know what he is doing. He leads me into the store and he had our parents and our siblings there. We were in Jamba Juice, the best place for smoothies. He ordered a strawberry whirl smoothie. I ordered the same thing. We sat down and we had a good conversation, it was about the things we are going to do in our future. I told him: I'm thinking about joining the National guard. I'm not doing it for the fame or the money I'm doing it to protect us from any harm with other countries. And if anything happens to me I want you to plan my funeral. And I don't want anything to happen to you or our families. Just promise me this one thing.

Josh says to me with a confident voice: Anything. I will promise you anything.

I say with a worried voice: Will you promise me that whatever happens to me you'll keep going without me right next to you?

Josh says to me like he is about to cry: Yes. I promise that whatever happens to you I will get through life but. I..I have to tell you something that I've always wanted to tell you. (sigh) Wi..will you (deep breath) will you consider going on tour with me?

I gasp and I thought that this day would never come but I finally have the chance to tell him what I feel about him I blurt out without even needing to think about my answer. I say with a confident voice: YES! Yes, yes, I will go with you" as I put my hand out for a handshake to make this deal. He takes a few seconds to think about this.

He replies with a daring voice: Ok we leave in 6 days. Make sure you're ready we have to fly for 16 hours we're going to Los Angeles. We will be there for 3 month. So you ready to be without them for 3 months?

I say without doubting myself: Yes I will spend as much time with them as possible. 6 days from now. I'll have plenty of time with everyone. I just can't wait to meet Chase Hudson, Anthony Reeves, Jackson Felt, Bryce Hall, Sam Hurley, Payton Moormeier, and Griffin Johnson and more. Ugh I just can't wait honestly!