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Vanessa Smith Location: hospital Time:3:30
I had just woke up and the doctors already asking me to questions.
"No I haven't been drinking smoking anything it was just a lot going on and I passed out" "Maybe an anxiety attack?" Doctor Ray asked "Maybe idk I'm not sure if just happened" "You do know you were at risk of losing your child?" He asked me "Yes" "Well your baby boy it baby girl is fine and they will be alright but we have to find out what went wrong before we can release you. Do you suffer from anxiety?" She asked again "No" "Anything stressing you at home?" I mean yeah I'm living with my unborn baby's father and his girlfriend/ baby mother "Yes" I say rubbing my forehead "If it's a possible way you can remove the stress or remove yourself away from it please do I'll go get your discharge papers" she said leaving the room
I want to go home and not back to Chris house, not Jasmines house, where I came from I want to leave call me a bad guy I don't care I would take this child and not think about coming back ever but I won't do that it's selfish but this drives so much negativity in my life and that's not what I want I shouldn't have been trying to have a baby with someone with two baby mamas it's all bad you got 3 kids and 3 baby mothers and I just had to be one I should've never slept with this man.
Moments after the doctor left Royalty came in with ice cream
"Nessa I got you ice cream" she said handing it to me
"Thanks pumpkin can you tell daddy I'm ready to go and to drop me off at jasmines house"
"Okay" she skipped out the room and I put back on my previous clothes. I wanted to be alone and happy like I planned when I moved here be successful and find the right one but all I get is wrongs maybe I need to stop messing with lightskins I mean ain't nothing wrong with them but me and them don't mix.
He actually took me to jasmines and he was quiet until we got to the drive way
"I was so scared I lost you or the baby" he said placing his hand on mine
"Well we're both okay now you two please be safe and have a good rest of the day love"
"Bye Vanessa" he waited till I got in the house to drive off and I went to my old room at jasmines and packed I texted Chris and asked could he pack my stuff up and I know that triggered him because he left me on read
