Vanity 🌹💔

Mmm, I'm in darkness again.
Seeing my friends excel but I'm left in my own darkness.
This is because I met that flower.
It was more than a food to be a poison.
People around me warn me about it.
But I was too stupid to take their advice.
This flower came into my life like “Angel”.
I nurture that flower which was not that beautiful
And this turn out to be my biggest mistake.
Only if I could go back to the past.
Things could have been easier for me.
Just because I stop this so call “Angel” in my life.
I turn to be the evil person as many said.
Why did I waste my time on that good for nothing flower.
I wonder???
Only The Father knows what is really happening to me.
If only I could see a sign from you
That could have stop me, I will really appreciate.
Turning left and right.
My shadow is even a shame of me.
I feel pity of myself
But even in the most darkest place there is always a light to guide you out.
I walk my way out,
Never to return to the dark.