*My POV*
After the boys finished singing Little Things I was back to my old self. " Thanks guys I'm lucky to have you guys.", I said. " We will always be here for you Momma Alto.", Alex said. " Yeah.", the boys agreed. " How about we go out and help get her mind off of things and have fun.", Michael suggested. " Yeah what do you think babe you want to go out and get your off things?", Ashton asked. " Yeah sure just let me get cleaned up and we can go bowling then to Nandos.", I said. "NANDOS!!", Niall screamed with excitement while we laughed. " Alex come with me.", I said. we went upstairs and to my room. Alex sat on my bed while I walked to the bathroom to clean my face from all the tears. " You do know they are just saying those things to get Ashton l to think it's true right? You shouldn't believe it.", she said. " I know that but I can't help but believe it.", I said. " You know that I get hate too right and sometimes I get like how you are.", she said. " Yeah I know how do you deal with it?", I ask. " When you guys aren't here I usually call Mikey and he will do anything t get me smiling again.", sahe said. " I remember when we were in Mexico City Ashton and Zayn brought me on stage and told the crowd about all hate that I get and they wanted to dedicate the whole show to me and then they did a cover of 'Just The Way You Are' I was crying with happiness because of how much they care.", I said. After we finished talking we walked downstairs laughing about things back in Chorus and we saw Ash on the floor groaning in pian cupping his manhood. I looked at the boys and they were trying hard not to laugh at him. " Are you okay babe?", I asked him but all I got was a groan. " We were playing around waiting for you guys to come back and I accidently kneed him in the crotch.", Mickey said. " Aww my poor drummer.", I laughed while helping Ash up. " Thanks baby.", he said while he gave me a kiss then we left to go bowling. We decided to walk because it wasn't that far and Nandos was beside it. When we got there we decided to play on teams. One team had Zayn, Luke, Safaa, Harry, Liam and Ash while the other team was Mikey, Calum, Louius, Niall, Alex and me. " You guys ready to lose?", Ash teased us. " You're on baby.", I said also teasing. After we played 3 games we decided to get go to Nandos. As we walked to Nandos I looked at Ash and he had a frown on his face. " What's wrong with my drummer are you upset that my team beat you.", I teased a bit. " Maybe.", he said with a small smirk on his face. I laughed then I kissed him. He kissed back then we caught up with the others. " Hurry up lovebirds!", shouted Zayn. When caught up to them I decided to stay outside for a bit. " You guys go ahead I will be there in a bit.", I said. " Ok.", they said. When they went inside I took out my phone to get on my Twitter when I felt two arms wrap around my waist and I automatically knew it was Ashton. " Hey babe.", I said. " What are you doing babe", he asked. He saw what I was on and snatched my phone out of my hands. " Why are you on Twitter?", he asked. I just shrugged and fell to my knees crying. " Hey what's the matter babe?", he asked. "I,I don't think I can do this.", I said. " Do what babe?", he asked. " Pretending that the hate doesn't bother me and being able to go stage and sing in front all those fans who probably hate me as well and...and", I started to have a panic attack. " Babe take deep breaths for me ok like this in...out...in..out.", he said and I did what was told. " Now listen to me you are the mmost incredibe girl in the world and you mean the world to me.", he said. " But I thought the fans mean the world to you.", I said. " If they are making my #1 girl feel this way then they are not my fans I love them but I love you more. I love you so much baby please believe me.", he said. " I do and I love you too my little drummer.", I said then we kissed. We went in and sat with others.
* Sorry for the late update I was working on it last week but it got erased for some unknown reason so here you go and thank you guys for being patient. This chapter may make you cry and is crappy but I tried so please don't hate on it.*
