Get him out of my hair (Jerrie)

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Perrie's p.o.v. (point of view)

  I was sitting on the couch waiting for my boyfriend, Steve. He told me that he had to work tonight , because his employer made him stay. He called me an hour before and he told me that he might come after one hour. This is the reason why I was staying awake to wait for him.
  I turned on the TV and I was searching for something to watch. I finally decided to watch a movie. I searched in my movie list for one. I chose to watch "La la land".
  I love this movie. I had watched it for so many times with Steve. I really like romantic films. I was always wishing my life to be like a romantic film. They are so fantastic. Even though all things seem to go wrong , the girl always turns out with a fabulous life and an amazing boyfriend.
  I was always thinking of Steve  holding me , while being at the beach and watching the sunset together. It was my dream. I wanted to experience this with the love of my life.
  The thing is that Steve didn't like romantic stuff. He was not so into spending time with me. He prefered spending time with his friends , playing video games and hanging out with them. I knew he loved me , but I thought he was bored of me sometimes.
  I can't say our relationship was  perfect. We had a lot of fights every day almost for everything. I loved him , but sometimes he made me so angry. On the other hand , the last few days he had started coming home really late at night. He was calling me before to tell me that he had to work , but I had started getting really confused.
  He maybe did not work. He maybe was in a party with his friends. He maybe drank and smoked. He maybe..... He maybe was with an other girl... Cheating on me....
  While I was thinking of these , I started crying. I tried to catch the paper from the table , to clean my eyes from the tears. I was crying for so much time. I finally slept , while I was thinking of these and crying.
  I don't know how many hours I was sleeping. I woke up , when I heard the sound of someone unlocking the door.