Chapter 1

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Warning rape and self harm

Davie
I followed the same routine everyday standing up then put on some clothes and brushing my teeth. After that I'll eat breakfast and go to school. After school I go to my uncle keith who rapes me then talk to my therapist and lastly I eat dinner and go to bed. That's pretty much my day only the weekends are a bit different but that's only two days. Thinking about my day made me even more depressed then I already am. I hate my father it's his fault I'm like that. He didn't protect us. So I was now in the bathroom brushing my teeth. When I felt the urge I just couldn't control it. I grapped my pocket knife which I always had with me. I held it against my arm and made cuts in my already ruined skin.

I made 5 cuts on both arms and then went to my closet to grap my leather jacket. I put it on and went downstairs. My siblings where already downstairs. Ethan who was going to be the next alpha since he is the oldest. He decided to make Justin his bets both of them had found their mates. Justin was mates with Isabella the daughter of Kyler and Zach. Ethan was mates with a boy named Alec. My sister Davina was mated to the alpha's son of another pack. All three of them found there mates on our 17th birthday party.

Well I did to but I rejected my mate. I don't trust anyone I just want to be alone. Nobody could ever love me. I'm better off alone. The only problem is he wouldn't give up He try's to talk to me everyday but I just walk past him every time. I sighed and walked past Davina who was gushing about her mate and i Just tried to ignore her. She is so annoying. "Can't you just shut your mouth for once" I thought annoyed.

I grapped my cereal and went out of the kitchen. I never sat with them during breakfast cause what's the point I don't talk. After I ate my cereal I went to school to my locker where of course like every morning caiden was waiting for me. "Morning beautiful" he said smirking. I sighed and walked passed him again. I don't know why he is trying I don't want him. I did feel the pull and his amazing scent never left me. But I don't want to give in. He will hate me and then he will reject me. So I just protect myself.

When I walked passed the group of popular kids I could feel someone behind me and just when i turned around someone pushed me to the ground "go kill yourself freak" someone yelled in my face then spit in it. "Hey leave him alone asshole." My brother Ethan yelled. "Go away faggot" James sneered at him. "Leave my brother alone" Justin said. "Are you going to stick up for freak and fag?" James asked with a raised eyebrow. "Yes cause they're family" Justin said. "You're whole family is fucked up" James said giving me one last kick before walking away. "Are You okay davie" both my brothers asked pulling me up. I nodded my head before storming off to the library. The only place in school I felt safe. I sat there for twenty minutes before I had to go to my first class math. When reached the classroom I sat down in the back of the class next to the window.

It's not that I payed attention to this class but I just could feel the whole class eyes on me. "can you give me the answer off question A." He asked. Shit I don't talk they know that. Why is he putting me on the spot. My body started to tremble. I looked at the teacher with anger and fear. "Just answer it" the teacher ordered. That was when I noticed that is was a different teacher. Miss Sloan must be ill or something. "Don't bother he is a freak he doesn't talk" somebody sneered making the whole class laugh. "Oh he maybe fools the other teachers but he won't fool me. You're going to give me the answer now or you'll stay in this classroom." The teacher said.

I put my book in my back trying to run out of the class with tears in my eyes. But the teacher grapped my arm harshly "you're going to stay and answer this class I heard enough stories of you but I'm not believing any of it" he said pushing me back on the chair. "If you don't answer the question you're whole class needs to stay until you're giving it" he said. Immediately the whole class started to yell "Just answer it freak" a boy yelled. "Come on weirdo just say it" I a girl yelled. My whole body trembled violently and my throat was burning. I grapped my book in my trembling hands.

Looking for the page. My sight was a blur cause of my tears. The question was quite simple. It wasn't really a math question it was about some dude who sold a thousand apples 250 apples where green the rest is red. How many apples are red. I knew the answer it was 750 red apples.

The class complained and yelled at me and I looked up only to see the teacher for times. I felt myself hyperventilate I was in a panic attack shit. I didn't want to say but the whole class was looking at me didn't they know what happened to me. Oh of course they didn't they weren't a part of my pack. I didn't have a choice my class already hates me and it was almost time. I tried to calm my breathing and when I did I took a deep breath. I'm forced to talk but I have to if I wanted to leave and don't get beaten. "750" I said my throat felt sore and It hurts to talk my voice was hoarse. "That wasn't so hard now was it" the teacher said smirking at me. A mean smirk. "Okay class you can go now" he said. "Finally" someone muttered. "Did you hear his voice?" A girl whispered. "Yeah no wonder he never talks his voice sounds like a dying cat" a girl giggled. I grapped my book and put in my bag. My hands trembled as I grapped my bag. I took a sprint out of the school and immediately went to my uncle Keith.

I went it to the woods and reached his small cabin. "My little nephew you're early" he said pulling me in. "Now I already have a customer for you he payed a million so make it worth the money" he said pushing me towards a man. He was tall and had red hair. The man didn't introduce himself he just pushed me on the bed. I just blocked my emotions and let it happen. I let this man rape me. I let him use me. I let him do anything he wants and after that he left me alone drenched in my blood and his cum. I pulled on my clothes and walked back home where I locked myself in my room and grapped my knive and I started cutting my arms, stomach and legs. I was bleeding badly before the blood dried and my face was drenched in my tears. I didn't notice myself crying. I was just a freak. I thought.

Really sad chapter. In the beginning this story is going to be really sad. But don't worry it's going to get better. I hope you liked this chapter❤️

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