Bloodline

Chapter 10

                                       Davie
We were driving to my therapist neve both my dads went with me. They're my biggest support right now besides Caiden.

I was scrolling through my phone when I got a message from Caiden.
Hi love do you want to sleepover at my house tonight?

"Dad Caiden Asks if I can sleepover at his house tonight can I go??" I ask hoping they would say yes cause I would love to get out of the house tonight.

"Sure buddy" papa says making me smile "thank you papa I love you" I say hugging him and kissing his cheek. I feel like i can't give my dads enough hugs and kisses since they had missed it for so many years.

We reached a small grey building with large windows at the front. Both my dads went inside with me. "I'm going to let them know we're here" papa says walking over to the desk. Dad and I sat down on a chair but before I did that I hugged him tightly "I love you dad so much" I whispered.

"I'm so happy to hear that sweetheart and I love you so much more" he says kissing my head. I felt guilty for everything but I knew I had to forget about that so I can move on and be a stronger person.

"So neve will get you in a few minutes she will talk to the three of us first and then she talks to you alone and we get to talk to a therapist for parents" papa explains.

"So you don't have to tell everything when we're there we will leave after like 15 minutes then you can talk to neve all you want" papa says. "Okay papa Well I have to tell you eventually but I do that when I'm ready" I say.

"I know that so take your time" papa says. I nodded smiling luckily they understand me. Even though they still don't know what Davina said but they probably wouldn't believe me.

But maybe I did hear it wrong. Maybe she wasn't talking about me. "Davie!" A women says she had long blond hair and a sweet smile on her face. "Yes that's me" I say walking over to her shaking her hand.

My dads and I sat down and inside the room there was another women with short black hair. She had brown eyes and her skin was tanned. "Goodmorning I'm Valerie" she says shaking our hands. We sat down and for a short moment it was quiet. "So davie you dad called us yesterday and told us a little bit what happened but can you explain it again?" Neve asks.

"Eh sure" I started before taking a deep breath my hands started to sweat. "In the past my dad, siblings and I got kidnapped which caused me to get amnesia. I blamed everything on my dad and stopped talking. I got depressed and hated myself and the entire world. It got worse and then about a week ago I tried to kill myself" I say. I felt so weak saying that.

"That must be very hard for all of you" Valerie answers. The three of us nodded. "So lets do this I'm going to talk to your parents so you can talk to neve" Valerie says and we nodded.

"We see you later sweetheart" dad said kissing my head. They left neve and I alone. "So davie why did you get so depressed that you wanted to die?" Neve Asks.

"I got bullied and was forced to have sex with my uncle and some other guys" i said. Neve's she's widened "that must be terrifying davie" she says. "It was i felt dirty and humiliated everyday. But the only thing I still hate about myself is that I hurt my dad so much" I told her honestly.

"Listen I'm sure you're dads are more then happy that you are okay. But most importantly is that you need to start forgiving yourself. Only then you can get better. You'll need a lot of help for that and that's why I want you to go to a weekly group session. With other teenagers who went through something horrible and you'll talk to me once a week" neve suggests.

"I think I would like that. Maybe the others can help me forgive myself" i say. "That's good to hear the group sessions are every Monday on 4 pm" she says.

Neve and I said goodbye and then I went to my fathers who where waiting for me. I could tell they had cried so I did the first thing that came in my mind. I hugged both of them.

We went into the car and quickly went home so I could get my bag and then they brought me to school. "We'll see you when you get your stuff for the sleepover" dad says and I nodded telling them goodbye.

I walked into the school and went to my locker luckily for me the hallway was empty since they all had class. I grabbed my books and then went to my next class where I waited. 

I leaned against the wall waiting for the doors to open and the students to walk out. It was only 5 minutes until it started.  I was nervous and I really wished Caiden was here. But I did have this class with him so I wouldn't sit alone.

I grabbed my phone texting Caiden that I would see him in class. Caiden didn't respond to it he did read it. I frowned a little but then Caiden walked towards me. "You where supposed to be In class" I said shocked.

"No we had free period" he explains. "After this class I can introduce you to my friends Lucas and Hayden they're mates as well" Caiden explains.

"I can't wait to meet them" I said. "Oh and Caiden do you mind driving me home after school so I can pack my things for tonight" i asked. "Of course not." He says.

Okay I know this book is dark. It is really sad and depressing sometimes and I know davie gets hurt a lot. But that's how I had this book in mind. This chapter was a bit of a filler and next chapter will be fluffy. I will put warnings on the chapters with dark themes from now So you can skip it if you want.