Chapter 24- Apologizing and Second Chance

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Jim's P.O.V

"What do you want?"

About two weeks ago I realized how stupid my idea was, to hurt Tracy at the meet and greet.

My brother talked with me about it and with the Wilsons so I started to go to therapy.

I want to go to a college and have a nice Job one day. And the saddest thing is, I hurt Tracy. Abusing and almost raping someone you love is stupid just because I consumed drugs that were the baddest you could ever try.

It's his fault I ended like this. Damn it...

I lost my girl and she deserved a guy 1 billion times better than me.

I still didn't answer her question, because I stared at her beauty. Even if you look at her you can see the beauty from the out- and inside.

I try to search some words "I don't know how to say this... You were my everything, my first big love, you were mine. Now, I lost you and I want to apologize for seriously, everything. I could understand it if you still hate me, I was awful to you. Much more than that. I hurt you physically and mentally. I was here to search my mum but when I saw you... Please accept my apology and I want a second chance. Maybe as a boyfriend, maybe as a good friend. You remember this dude that gave me pot right?" she nods and I continue

"He gave me ecstasy and I didn't know it, he somehow came into my house and changed the pills I took for my headaches. So I bought a ticket for your tour and I had this crazy idea to kill you out of nowhere. I can't imagine myself doing this, so like I said. Please accept my apology and I hope we could try it again, or at least, as friends."

This wasn't a lie this was the truth this time. I'm truly sorry for everything I did to her. I regret the past so much, but I can't change it.

She sighs and raises an eyebrow "How can I trust you?"

"Just give me a second chance, I give my best. I swear!" I try to smile.

She rubs her head, I think she's stressed she always does this when she's stressed.

"Okay one, fucking chance. If you screw it up this time, don't come back."

I open my arms for a hug and she mubmbles a "Fuck it." and hugs me back.

"It feels so good to hug you again." - "What?" I thought she couldn't hear me "Nothing."

An uber stopped in front of us and she said bye and got in.

Tracy's P.O.V

It feels good to see my family again and it also feels good to see the old Jim. But one thing won't change, I will not fall in love again.

I already have to make a choice and they're thousand times better than him.

I mean yes I had my good times, but it was in the past so why should I go back to him?

Yes I loved him, he was my first real love. I hope, we can stay friends. I don't think that there will be a chance to have the same feelings like before. Anyways I'm in my driveway and I walk in my house with the luggage.

"Dad? Mum?" I shout and Dad comes from the kitchen.

"Sweetie we missed you! How was your flight?"

"Missed you too and okay where is mum?" I ask and let go of our hug.

I hear her laugh a little and she walks slowly downstairs.

"Honey good to see you again!" she hugs me and I can't breath. After a couple seconds she looks at me "I missed you mum."

She's taller then me, and she gives me a kiss on the forehead.

I see that she already lost some hair. I can't imagine my mum again without hair. A good idea comes to my mind.

I take my dad to the side "Let's shave our heads."

He laughs "Are you serious? I mean I don't have that much hair but look at yours." - "Dad I want to do this for mum I don't care if my fans or friends don't like it." I answer serious.

He nods "Okay next week?" I nod and I'm so excited for it.

My mum walks over to us "Is everything okay?"

We search for an answer and dad was faster than me "No darling everything's okay we just talked about a...shopping tour!"

My mum looks at me and I nod "Yeah, we're doing a shopping tour in the mall tomorrow and you're coming too."

She smiles "I'm so glad you're back." and hugs me again.

Sammy's P.O.V

Bart said we all need a break and when the right time comes, we can continue our tour.

Currently we're in Houston and chill a little in our rooms. We packed everything and went to the lobby with our suitcases and other things. Everyone get in the limo and at the airport we say bye to each other.

In the plain Jack and Jack asked me about the surprise for Tracy. "I'm flying to L.A. and I'll visit her." I say and they both react the same way.

"Are you serious?" they ask.

I nod, I am serious.

My family is happy that we all take a break but after two weeks I'm flying to L.A.

Mary's P.O.V

Tracy called the rest of us and told us that her mum's cancer is coming back. I was sad and almost cried too, Kate was always there for me and she was like a second mum for me and the rest of our gang. She's never sad, there's always a smile on her face.

My mum and Kate know each other for their whole life's and we tried to be there for her but she built a wall and nobody vould get to her like before.

-after two weeks-

Chris's P.O.V

Kate shaved her head about a week ago. Tracy and I shaved our heads today. She took a selfie and posted it. Kate liked it.

Some of her fans didn't like it but the rest loved it. We even got fan mail for her, Kate and me. Tracy put the fan mail in her room and when she was at the tour there came more. We filmed it and it was so funny. We also read the comments and they warmed my heart.

"Dad we're going to the hospital for the therapy and is my car back?" Tracy asked taking her keys.

"Yes it is." I answer and pack my things for the meeting.

I kiss her head and kiss Kate. "Bye." and both say bye back.

When I close the door I see a young boy talking with Andrew.

"Andrew good to see you son!" I give him a manly hug and he laughs "Yeah good to see you too sir."

Because I don't know the young boy I ask him "What's your name?"

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A/N

I'm finally back bitchezzz, sorry if it's short but like I said I was very busy.

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See ya next week sexy chicks.

xo

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