𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓈𝓈

katya - the verge

Fuck fuck fuck! I can't believe I've done it again, I think as I roll over to see the faint outline of a girl laid next to me. I can't keep doing this.
I quickly try and sit up trying not to move the bed sheets I am trapped in so I can get out of here and never have to see this girl again. As I lift my feet out of the unfamiliar bed I spent my night in, she wakes.
''Morning Zamo, trying to leave without saying goodbye? Especially after last night, I thought you'd at least stick around for a little while longer''
I freeze quickly and try and come up with a valid reason as to why I am leaving so quickly other than I do not want to be here and it was a mistake.
'' I have work today, I need to get going.'' Is the only thing I can come up with but it then works as the mystery girl then said
''Sure thing, give me a call later?''
''Of course.'' I replied, more quickly than I intended to.
I darted out of her bed trying my best to navigate all my stuff that was all over her floor, bra, jeans, etc. As soon as I'd got it all, I turned to the door before leaving
''Thanks for having me''
I began to laugh as I'd got out her house and I was back on the streets again, where I wanted to be.
Who even was that girl and why was she so attached to me, it means nothing, it always does, I laugh more as I remember saying 'thanks for having me' , like I'm going to
come back. These girls just don't get it, it makes me laugh, a one night stand is simple logic, we go to your place (or mine) and we fuck, then I leave in the morning (or you) and don't ever text or speak again, it's simple. I win both ways , sounds selfish but I don't catch feelings and it's also sex. Why would I ever want to feel love again after last time? Fucks you up.
(A/N - please tell me if this is a shitty story as people aren't reading all of it 🥺)