𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓈𝓈

Trixie - confusion.

The tone of my voice sounded harsher than i intended it to. She won't remember tomorrow.
What am I doing? How did my night end like this?
This morning was pretty normal, woke up , went to work in the lounge I work in, I get to sing so, it's the best job. And then I decided to go out tonight , treat myself, I wanted to meet Tom there for a drink, and it was going well, till she walked in.
Katya. She instantly captivated me, so I said to Tom we should sit near to the dance floor, but that was so I could be near her. To see what she sounds like.
I learnt a lot about katya from eavesdropping into their conversations, I learnt that she travels so this isn't a permanent place for her to live in, she woke up in a strangers bed this morning, so now it's two days in a row, and then she drinks a lot. I noticed her friends speaking about it when she went to the toilet, saying they were worried about her. I can see why if she gets like this.
She got up to go to the bar later in the night, I saw her trip, so I said to Tom I'd be back and followed her there and then ordered her drinks for her as she was slightly tipsy and having trouble making conversation, she was mad I called her a dumbass but to be honest, I don't know how that slipped out, I felt comfortable. Then we held eye contact and she went.
I've always been confused about my sexuality, I met Tom 5 months ago and we have been dating for 3 , but when she walked through the door with her icy blue eyes and infectious red lips, it was confirmed. I like girls. A fucking lot if they all look like her. Then I saw her tongue down Violets throat, she always gets what I want, she dated Tom before me and now this. So that really pissed me off , the way Katya locked eyes with me as she did it , almost like a game we were playing. I was mad, but I pretended I didn't care. I stopped drinking at that point and Tom went home as I was being blunt. Then I was at the bar chatting and I saw Katya stagger towards the toilets and I had to help her. That's how we ended up here.
I wiped her makeup off and she is the most beautiful girl ever under all of that, fair skin and icy blue eyes, and it would be lying if I said I didn't look at her perfectly toned body as I was dressing her into one of my shirts. She's perfect. I smile, even though I'm still very mad violet got that mouth before I did. What am I thinking, I have Tom. Stop it , Trixie.
I turn and look at katya, her eyes meet mine.
''Aren't you supposed to be sleeping?'' She said looking at me giggling.
'' I'm not tired'' I said bluntly.
''okay, mystery girl''
I laugh out loud and tap her shoulder
''Fucking mystery girl''
I saw katya begin to smile. She turned to face me.
''Yes , you're my mystery girl''
''Go to sleep''
''Don't swear mystery girl, it doesn't suit you.''
''my name is Trixie.''
(A/N: please tell me if there's anything I should or could improve on 🥺🥺)