𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓈𝓈

Katya - saviour

I slowly stand and stagger to the toilet , the uneasy sick feeling in my stomach slowly making its way higher and higher. I'm going to puke.
Stumbling into the toilet cubicle I lower myself down and begin to throw up tonight's drinks, I'm so pathetic. I can usually handle this, what's happening to me.
I began to cry on the cold tiled floor of the club , not being able to make any sort of sense of what was going on. There's more.
Putting my head back into the loo it happens again, till I feel a hand on the small of my back , rubbing up and down, the smell of candy floss fills my nostrils but I can't even move my head to look at who it is.
'' it's going to be okay, get it all up, I'm here now''
I slowly realise who it is and a wave of embarrassment hits me.
''NOo, you're not supposed to seeee meee like thiiss'' I say with my head in the toilet. ''I'm supposed to loooooook sexxxxyyy and attractive for you noooo, like earlier''
The girl then just laughed
''Come on, let's get you up and off this floor, you can stay at my house tonight, I'd feel awful if anything happened to you, let's go''
I don't say anything now , I just stare into her eyes and she just smiles, I look away.
''Give me your hands so I can get you up''
I slowly extend my arms towards her but they go limp and I fall back.
She then grabs my arms instead and pulls me up and I fall into her, she catches me and intertwines her arm in mine.
'' let's go, I will text your friends from your phone explaining this''
I simply nod, too out of it to form sentences.
This never happens zamo , what the fuck have you done.
Walking out the club I look back and see adore and willam making out with the guys from earlier and I can't help but just be sad, I don't deserve love, or happiness, or this.
The cab back to the mystery girls house was very long and they had to pull up as I kept throwing up, the girl kept apologising for me and I felt bad but I couldn't move my body or say anything.
When we arrived at her house, she got out the cab and came round to lift me out , I was a little more sober so I managed to give her my arms to get me out and she gave the driver a 20 and told him to keep the change, even though the journey was only supposed to be 10, I'm a liability.
We walk inside her house and even though she isn't saying anything , I feel safe in her company.
She escorts me upstairs and all the memories begin to flood back.
''I'm so sorry'' I suddenly blurt our whilst she's trying to remove my makeup.
''Don't worry, katya.''
'' how do you know my name?''
'' I heard the blue haired girl you were with earlier scream it on the dance floor whilst you had your tongue down someone's throat.''
Ouch.
''oh'' is all I can make out. '' I will go if you want , I can just - ''
'No. stay. you can stay''
''Thanks for this, why are you doing this''
''To be honest, I'm not too sure, you seem nice, and you were in a mess when I came into the toilets''
''could have just left me''
'' well , just accept I didn't and let me finish taking off your makeup''
''Okay''
The room falls silent. She seems annoyed.