Torn between two

Still in the club

Zoe's p.o.v 

I had just just turned around to face Louise and as i looked at her all i could see was her grinning widley at me. 

z: "why are you grinning at me?" i asked Louise as she countuined to look at with this stupid grin

l: "you and Jack ay". she replied still grinning while nudging my arm

z: "oh shut up chummy you  know what jack is like he flirts with everyone I'm no one special to him I'm just his best friend". i replied back to her while adding a little giggle at the end. 

L: "oh come on chummy can you not see the way he looks at you he has this sparkle in his eye that he only gets when he's talking to you he likes you chummy" she said while looking at me with a serious face

z: "oh come on chummy no he does not" i replied getting a bit angry with her. 

L: "yes he does why can't you see that?" questioned louise

z:"because it's not true chummy can we please drop this?" i pleaded

L: fine but we will see whether i am right sooner or later" she replied in a seriours tone.

after that conversation had finaly ended Louise went off to dance with the rest of the crew while i stayed put drinkg what ever concoution Jack had got me. 

Jack's p.o.v 

i was currently dancing with Marcus, Joe,Alfie, Loui and Finn , while the rest of the boys went to find some random girl that would grind on them. As i was dancing all these thoughts were running through my head and most of them were about Zoe like how I wish she was mine and how i want to make love to her not have sex with her but make love because they are two different things. to have sex with someone is easy as long as you know how to other wise it is nervraking, anyway having sex is just two randy people who need to realse all their sexual frustration, Making love is different you can only make love with someone if you have a certain conection with them and thats what i want with Zoe. i want her to be the person who i can wake up next to in the morning or kiss when ever i want beacse i can because she is mone i want to hold her when shre is scared or upset and kiss away her tears. once i had finished with my deep thinking while dancing i looked over to where zoe was sat and realised that Louise was gone and she was just sitting there sipping her drink still looking flawless. I decided i would go and keep her company and thats exactly what i did. I made my way across the dance floor to where she was sitting she looked up at me and smiled that goerous smile of hers. i sat down next to her i could feel our legs touching under the table and got this weird feeling that i couldnt really describe in the pit of my belly but i liked it. I moved closer to her so that now we were really close i leaned my head down so it was next to her ear and said"hey fancy a dance" i looked at her and gave a cheeky smile she nodded and we headed for the dance floor.

Zoe's p.o.v 

Jack and i made our way to the dance floor him with his hand on the small of my back and me with a stupid grin plastered on my face maybe  chummy was right, no Zoe don't be so stupid he would never think of you in that way he is your best friend! As we got on to the dance floor the song changed and Ed Sherens new song thinking out loud came on I was about to walk away thinking J ack wouldn't want to dnace with me to a slow song but to mmy surprise before i step a foot off the dance floor Jack grabbed my hand and took us to the middle of the dance floor he could see that i was a little uncomftable and leened down so his mouth was next my ear i could feel his hot brwath on my neck he slowly wisphered "its ok I'm with you just forget about everyone else just focus on me and the music. i slowly nodded and wrapped my arms around his neck as his found their way around my waste i smiled as we swayed back and forth to the music and at this moment i was afraid that maybe i had fallen for Jack. I was soon pulled out my my thoughts when Jack whispered in my ear "do you wnat to get out of here go take a walk or something?" he questioned i nodded and we made our way off the dance floor we wnet back to the table where the rest of the crew were and told them we were off and we left. 

we made our way to a park not far from the club we walked for a bit just talking about simple things and looking at the stars. we stopped when we came to a feild we walked over and layed on our backs just looking up at the stars. we were both silent untill J ack decided to brake it " hey Zo" he said his voice quiet,  i looked over to him to find him sat up rubbing the back of his neck something he only does when he is nervous.

z: "you ok Jack?" i asked 

J"um i kind of need ro tell you something Zoe" he said trying to adviod my eyes

Z: "ok Jack what is it?" i replied while turning to face him better we were now face to face, he moved closer our faces only inches apart

J:"i don't know how to zo" he said with saddness in his eyes

Z:"you can tell me anything Jack" i replied with a smile while putting my hand on top of his. he looked down at our hands and back up at met my gaze. we both just stared into each others eyes. He started to lean in i didnt know what to do i think i have feelings for him I guess I'm just scared of peoples reactions i know most of the crew will be ok with it but theres just a few people who wont be and they are Alfie and Finn.  i was pulled out of my thoughts by Jacks lips crashing against mine i was not sure what to do but i finaly thought Zoe you like this guy he's everything you have ever wanted in a guy just kiss him back. As Jack was about to pull away thanks to the battle i was having with my mind i pulled him back into the kiss my hands on his chest his hands on my back. He made the kiss more passionate by swiping my bottom lip for entrance and i granted him it. Our tounges battaling with each other for dominance but he won the kiss was a couple of minutes long and i loved every minuite of it my first proper kiss with my best friend and someone who i had strong feelings for. We pulled out of the kiss smiling at each other we looked into each others eyes and as Jack went to say something he was soon cut of f by someone shouting my name we both shot our heads in the direction of where the shouting was coming from and standing there were two people i wish were not there i looked away and just looked at the ground why did they have to ruein our moment then something bad happened all i saw was ........

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