•|SWAN LIKE DREAMS|•

~The dream was like a swan~

"If you think you'll have a quirk in your next life, why don't you go take a swan dive off the roof?!"
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"Maybe- you're right kacchan."
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I woke up sweating from a bad dream. Back when me and Deku were in middle school. I had told him to hope for a quirk in his next life and-
Kill himself...
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But I never would have expected him to do it- until this dream, it was so realistic, I felt like I was there.
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Deku had run away from me and the classroom, my classmates and I would laugh at the pathetic nerd. "Oi, let's go." Ever day we would eat on the roof,  only today it was just me. The others had to 'work on things' so I was stuck eating alone.

'Damn nerd' I thought to my self 'why the hell does he think he can get into U.A. with out a quirk?' I walked through the roof door and low and behold there he was, Deku-

I was about to yell at him and tell him to leave my spot. I didn't want the nerd seeming me eat alone anyway. But then I saw him take of his shoes.

My eyes widened as I saw him start to climb the fence. "Deku! Stop!" I tried calling out to him, but he paid no mind. I tried to run to him at full speed, sweating and praying he wouldn't do the unimaginable. Until I was half way to him-

"Thank you. Kacchan"

He did it . He actually did it. He jumped off the roof of the school building. I didn't want to look down. I didn't want to see that. But never the less I did anyway. I was in total shock, tears started forming in my eyes. I just watched my life long friend commit Suicide. And the worst part. It was all my fault.

I told him to do it. And he did. I don't know why but it felt- awful. I just stood there crying. Not knowing what to do. I fell onto my knees, with my palms in my crying face.

"God- GOD DAMN IT!"
I yelled on the top of my lungs, still trying to process what had happened.

For the next two days all I heard were news reports of a kid whom committed Suicide due to the lack of a quirk. Deku wrote a note, but no where on it did he mention me or what I said. So no one knew.

Dekus mom had come over a lot recently being friends with my mom and all. But nether of them knew the truth. How could I say the truth.

I couldn't tell her that I told her own son and my god damn best friend that I told him to commit Suicide and it's my fault he's dead! But deep down I wanted to. Then out of no where

*beep beep*
My alarm clock rang. And here we are.
I don't know how I'm going to talk to Deku today... I don't know if I can.