•|SWAN LIKE DREAMS|•

~the confession was like a swan~

Night after night I have been having these dreams. They were all the exact same. One after another. I would wait and wish for the night I wouldn't have those dreams- but why? Why exactly do I have those dreams now? I said that to him to years ago so why now?

It all stated last week. When Deku confessed everything
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Dekus POV
Kacchan has been strange lately. I think I know exactly why. Last week I had told him about my crush.....on him.... I had fallen for kacchan, and I had pushed my self to tell him.

"K-kacchan?" I asked with absolute fear throughout my body which had only got worse when he cocked his head around with a evil aroma all around. Kacchan has always had an 'I'm gonna kill you look' but only now it felt even stronger, from the fact I was about to tell him I liked him.

"Eh?" Was the only words that came out of his mouth. "D-did you g-get my um-" I spoke, stuttering on every other word. "Spit it out nerd" I clenched my fist and the only word I could say were "come with me!"

Kacchan had taken a while but eventually he had headed outside.

"What!" Kacchan didn't seem happy. I wouldn't blame him. It's 4:30. He probably wants to go home by now.
Although I was sweating like crazy I mustered up the courage to speak.

With one deep breath I began

"Listen kacchan. I've thought about this a lot and I decided today was the day I needed to tell you. Look. When i hang around you i feel like a totally different person. You've pushed me to be so much stronger. I feel like with out you I would still be the quirkless useless nerd I used to be. Kacchan what im trying to say is- I love you kacchan!"

There was a moment of silence. Kacchan looked to the ground, a shadow covering his face.

"I....I love you to Deku."
I froze on kacchan a words. Did he just say he contributes his feelings! I'm so overjoyed. I would have wanted nothing more! I was scared he didn't feel the same. I tried so hard not to say to much, but I wanted to tell him how special he was to me. How I would die for him and cared about if he'd ever get hurt. "Kacchan! I'm so hap-"

"Wait you thought I was serious?!" It felt like my whole world had shattered.
"I- well yeah..."

"You seriously thought anyone, even someone as great as me, could love a weak, useless nobody! Please! You'd be lucky to date a 50 year old perv! And even then you'd be dumped. God! Your so dumb Deku! Did you get that kaminari?! He actually thought I liked him!! Right?! Did you record it like I asked? Yeah? Perfect! Don't worry nerd, at least your weak ass can get famous from being stupid! This will be all over the internet by no time!"

It felt like I was sinking. I was finally saying the truth and this is what I get. After words he had kicked me around a bit and through me to the ground.

It hurts. Someone i would die for, just called me useless. I feel hurt I don't know what to do. Maybe I could take kacchans advice he gave me back in middle school.

Maybe then I won't die alone..