"Ethan, I know I was worried about that, and I called you freaking out that he would, but she is his mama and she does have a right to know about him. The only reason why she doesn't know sooner is because I couldn't get in touch with her. Don't worry, everything will be okay."
"Mommy." My baby comes walking down the hall, rubbing his sleepy eyes.
"Hey, baby," I pick him up and set him in my lap. "Guess what we're doing tonight." What?!
You are meeting someone very special mani said
He looked at her and Smiled
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I can't believe I have a son! Thank god Mia and Elena ran into her today, and that Normani tried to get in touch with me, or I would've never known. Mani did say she tried to tell me, and I have proof of that, but fuck, I only wish her meetings or phone calls were put through, perhaps before she gave birth, so I could've known my Son from the start of his little life. Maybe if I had known, things would've went differently.
When Mani said she stopped trying to contact me after Chris was born, at first I thought she had another baby that wasn't mine and she wanted to move on with her life without me ever knowing about my son. Thankfully she cleared that up, or we would've had a problem.
With all that has happened, from Elena and Mia this afternoon, to Barney confirming Mani tried to get in touch of me, I didn't realize Chris was Christopher's nickname. And with that I rush to get to her apartment, I didn't read through the background check completely; I didn't know if she's married now or if she has more children.
I don't know why, but I don't like the thought of Mani married or having another baby with anyone else . I know it will happen, eventually, but I don't like it.
It's funny how Tia and I were just talking about children this morning, and I told her my views haven't changed. And yet, hours later, I find out I'm a father, that I have a child, and I'm excited about it.
I can't believe how excited I am.
Since I wasn't able to meet my little boy when I saw Mani, because of this stupid fucking 10 million dollar deal that couldn't be rescheduled, I'm pissed all throughout the meeting. Which means I got the company at a lower cost because they thought I didn't want it anymore. Jokes on them, I just wanted to get home and get things ready for tonight.
